reality world

2007-08-25T06:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO MULTIPLY! BYE BLOGSPOT!

2007-05-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

our class is selling POTATO SALARD AND CUP CORN on CCN day!
OUTSIDE LT20! COME SUPPORT US
as if people frm sch read my blog. LOL
it sounds fun but the procedure is horrible. esp when everything is in the mess. this would be the best time for someone to jump out and take the lead. anw, my class went to giant on tuesday to get the stuffs. although we din need so many people to go, 13 of us went! crazy i know. i guess it became more like a class outing.everyone so sporting and they're putting the effort to help :) my class isnt that bad as i thought and i guess im starting to like them too. of cos, i love my previous class more. but actually i dont think i love 1B06 becos of my classmates, it's becos DC is there. hehe. we're going to ann's place to make the potato salard tmr. everything will go well right?

went to collect my spec today and guess what? i lost my spec case. shireen shireen shireen. when will this nonsense stop? lol.

i want to be there with you too.
i guess it'll take a little longer...

2007-05-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

next life, i wanna learn how to play the piano.
i'll excel academically, i'll be an athletic, a musician.
i'll be whatever that i'm not now.
i'll live life differently, i'll shine, i'll stand out.
i'll have a loving family, wonderful friends.
everything will be perfect.
by that time, it'll be ice age. LOL. shireen, stop DREAMING!

somtimes i wish there's sth i can be proud of...
people my age are accomplishing so much and i've accomplished nothing.
this is what happens when i watch read and watch too much.
the more i fantasize, the more reality hurts...

2007-05-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

one more day... i promise..

2007-05-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

i seriously dunno where did all my friends go, why arent they online? argh! can u all please come online now, PLEASE? fan fics and dramas arent working. come online now!

2007-05-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

come online come online!
why isnt anyone online when i need someone to whine to?
i need only 10 mins, just 10 mins. will u space me 10 mins?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...

2007-05-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

CAR wee bought ZOOLAND for me! yay! i love you car wee!! she said she searched the whole bedok for it. THANK YOU SO MUCH! really appreaciate it! im gonna bring it on monday! :)

went to singapore musuem yesterday with dc and jamin. so we(excluding leelin) happily walked from dohhy ghaut to the musuem. we were told to walk upwards from park mall. so we walked and walked and walked. passed by fort canning and ended up infront of funan. i saw the stamp musuem. LOL! so we decided to cab down to the musuem, we should have just did that in the first place. haha. the exhibition leelin wanted to see ended on 4th may which also means we missed it! and we went there for nothing. nolah. we did have a small sight seeing session! had late lunch at SMU's subway. tried soya bean ice cream! it's really good! go try it!

sashi wanted to collect her pay after that, so we WALKED to raffles place. the outing felt more like a walkathon that a supposed-to-be shopping trip. oh ya oh ya! we walked pass clarke quay! gonna try the boat ride thing next time! :)

then cabbed to far east to start our SHOPPPING! haha. bought socks for my poor foot. my shoes were bitting it like crazy. sashi bought a pair of black jeans! i wan to get one too!! she had to go home early so we sent her to the mrt. and went to wisma instead. got a shirt from forever 21! wee! green! hehe. waited for long for our table at iciban. and i still love the sushi! hehe. leelin, car and ann went to kbox after that. WITHOUT ME! nola, my dad was at home so i couldnt go.

anw, i had fun!

am watching que sera sera, witch yoohee and hello miss now.. yes! im still a drama lover. how can i stop loving dramas? hehe! my latest craze: ERIC MUN! his bad boy look makes me go gaga. it seems like girls tend to like bad boy-play boy more than e ordinary good-mummy boy. which do i like? haha! it depends =X coming back to the topic, que sera sera is a must watch! the story line is very different from those normally sweet-loving drama. most of the scenes really will make your heart sour (direct translation). you'll feel so sad for the actors, ur heart will ache with them. it's good! im only at epi 10 but i cant wait to watch more! friday nights are for my dramas, saturday are for my friends, sundays are for my fan fics plus tutorials. i love my weekends. i love looking forward for my weekends, it makes weekdays go faster.. i love how dramas and fan fics make me happy. i love i love i love!

conversations starts to get shorter... it feels awkward.. why?

2007-05-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

There was a saying that goes “Once your heart is deeply inflicted with pain, it bleeds then gradually stops”
However there will also be a permanent scar; a scar which embedded the reason for this pain. At the end of the day you will feel better but this is all a lie. You feel better because you are numb towards that feeling. Your subconscious know too well not to relive that feeling so it has stored that particular sentiment deep inside where it is inaccessible to anyone including the owner. A person can never truly love again unless this sentiment is freed completely. To do this, a key is needed…not just any kind of key. The key is a human who can love the person more than himself….

this is from a fan fic im reading, Tiny Petals Of Dandelion by Sarang^DBSK (soompi forum)

i strongly agree to the sentences in bold. have u ever realise how pathetic humans really are?we live in lies just to make ourselve feel better. we push away the pain, put up a front. why? it is our pride? what's stopping us from showing our true feeling?

when you get hurt over and over again because of the same reason, you'll be trained to numb your feelings. but just when u think u're immune to the pain, it hurts u even more. HAHA. how can we even be "immune" to pain?

where exactly is that secret hiding place? do u really think u can hide the pain there? will these scars fade away eventually? if it does, how long must we wait? maybe there's really a key somewhere. it might come in any forms. so how do we find the key?

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i cant believe i love reading now

2007-05-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

my mouse's working today! yay! haha. actually thought of getting a new laptop last week. thought about it for damn long. irritated my friends with the same question over and over again, "should i get a laptop?" end up not getting one since i dont really need it. i have my bro's lap in my room, a desktop downstairs so why do i need a extra lap now? i wanted to get one just because i wanted MY OWN laptop which is a stupid reason lah. but i still wan one.. haha.

PICTURES NOW! hehe.

Jamin made this for me. you get it, right? someday i'll just keep quiet, i'll turn emo.. hahahaha.

leelin made me this. it'a a avatar. something like a display picture in forums.

another leelin art piece. MY SIGNATURE! hahaha. there's a matching avatar but im not gonna post it here.

THIS IS MY MASTER PIECE! haha. although it's very simple and almost everyone can make it, im proud of myself! haha. and I LOVE IT. hahahaha. i wanna learn how to use photoshop. but i need the software first. anyone wanna lend me e cd? hehe.

2007-04-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

NEW SCHOOL YEAR! omg, i still cant believe im a year 2 student now. BYE BYE FRESHMAN! HELLO JUNIOR YEAR! new class means new classmates, new friends. argh, im happy with my friends already. why cant we stay in the same class? no more fooling around with leelin,car, sashi and yisim during tutorials anymore. but i shouldnt really be complaining now, since ann and i are in the same class. i want all of them! i have no choice but to adapt to the new environment now right?

anw, i've got a great news. T05, MY CLASS, won FIRST PRIZE for LOM junior orientation. WOO! im damn happy lah, but my classmates didnt seem too excited about it. weird..

my mum bought me a new tv! YAY! i love my room so much now. i leave my room only when i need to eat and to go to e toilet. hehe. MY MOUSE IS SPOILT! argh.

im trying so hard but it's useless.. i tried holding it close but it seems to be drifting further..
i wonder how much more can i take?
i dont wanna let go. please dont go..

2007-03-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

guess what? i actually forgot what's my atm pin no. what kind of idiot would forget such things? yes, im that idiot. maybe i shld forget my whole name next time..
so angry with myself. how can i forget such an impt thing? atm pin no is impt to me lah i feel like im becoming so absent minded that maybe i'll even lose myself one day. argh. whenever i lose my stuff, fitza would tell me "why dont u lose urself next time?" crap lah. why am i becoming lidat?! *SCREAM*

2007-03-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

COOKIES from rina!

i love e box! so cute right!

*open* awww. so sweet right? a letter, a forever friends bear cup and lastly a jar of RINA cookies!

*TADA*
weird how simple things like this means so much. hehe. THANK YOU! :)

rina baked cookies and she gave k4 some! :) so sweet right? it's delicious! "it melts in ur mouth not in ur hands!" LOL! even sarah loves it. she gave this abt 2 week before cny. and i took so long to post abt it =X actually i din wan to eat it so fast. i mean... bu she de, u know? but if i dont eat it and it rots, more worst right? and i wanted to take pics den post e entry. but my phone went kuku so i sent it for repair. that's why there's a delay. haha.

i seriously miss u girls so so so much! let's meet up soon okay!!
and kua shi hui! when are we gg meet up?!? as in really spend e day tgt? everytime we meet, we'll just talk like for a few mins.how pathetic! how can u have so much fun w/o me!!! *SCREAM* haha. just joking lah. but meet up soon la! after ur it fair thingy okay! i guess our "meet up once-a-week" promise disappeared. hahah!

i used to be a spolit brat and wanted everything to go MY way. and guess what? SARAH IS DOING THE SAME THING! omg. no wonder my family say her character is like mine. OH CRAP! i shld have been a good girl. *SCREAM* and NO! im nt gonna give in to SARAH! NEVER!!! hahaha...

2007-03-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

my year 1 with DC

SPCA day! give a girl a BIG mirror and this is what she'll do! haha. we skipped business statistic and spent our day taking pictures. faint. had to cab back to sch and i was super late for bsg meeting. reason why i was late? haha. i wonder why...

went to ann's place on one of our study week. ended slacking the day away. hehe. i miss those days.

bsg ig main comm was suppose to wear grey but i wrote white instead since i didnt have anything grey. so that's why im in white n in formal. i really like this pic. i din have that much pimples then! haha. and of cos, woman looks pretty in it too! :)

after business stats tutorial! haha. it was near ann's bday and we needed some grp photos. was this my idea - to take our reflection in e lift? haha.

this is for ann's present oso. but ann looked abit DEAD there so we din choose to use this. anw, it's during our marketing tutorial. and that's our usual sitting position! im so gonna miss that :(

car, sashi and i went to cheer halfway thru business stat's lecture. haha. and we took this! i think it's nice! yellow shirt, yellow wall! omg. it looks like my room.

YES, we're UNDER a table. this pic looks cute okay!

VIVO CITY! i love this picture! :)

i still cant believe year 1 has really ended. everything is still kinda new, dc somehow still manages to get themselve lost in sch. haha. im so glad i met them. rmb i met leelin 1st, she was 1st person who talked to me during orientation when i was all alone. haha! then there was a girl beside her, thinking that they're gd friends so i offered letting both of them sit tgt. haha! i guess that was SO WRONG! next, it was sashi who exchanged numbers with me cos she had to leave early. haha. din really talk to her then. talked to car only on the 2nd day since she sat beside me. and i even asked whether she's straight. LOL! talked to ann and yisim after a few days of sch when we had lunch tgt i think. im so glad we "clicked"!

thank you for saving seats for me, for letting me copy ur notes when im nt paying attention, for reminding me what to bring/do, helping me when my sch work, thank you for being there. to the FIVE that made school fun, that introduced my FIVE prince charming. I LOVE YOU!

2007-02-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

okay, it's been like forever since i last blogged. i guess most of u would think im just too lazy to blog. hmmm. to be honest, i kinda lost that "passion" to blog. or maybe im really too lazy lah.

okay, i shld stop talking nonsense.

how was 2007's jan? so many things happened and i dunno where to start. and i may forget e details. haha. hey ann! wonder why i stop using my side bag? 3 weeks ago, someone stole my bag at marina square's carl's junior. YES! my whole freaking BAG. 27th jan was supposed to be a happy day cos it's was k4 day! but it turned out to be my worst day. not trying to be a drama queen or whatever but i really felt so angry, lost, sad... i cant describe how i felt exactly but it's was horrible.. imagine coming back to your table after ording ur food happily, realising that your bag is gone. HA! i thot they were playing a prank on me and when i saw their serious expressions. my heart really dropped, i was speechless. i was lost, totally din know what to do. i never felt so valnerable in my whole life. there was so many things in my bag. my beloved still-in-a-good-condition 5 year old calculator that i love like crazy, my matric card, my ezlink card, bsg fund, my BA notes + classwork file and my mp3. yes my mp3 with my new sticker, my mp3 that i paid totally with my pay from giordano *CRY* i cried so much that my friends probably think im crazy, im a crybaby. HAHA. it's was seriously so embarassing lah, but my bag is gone and i couldnt be bothered about what ppl thot of me at that moment lah. i lost like more than $200. so how am i suppose to react?

so anw, i went to make a police report which i really feel is useless. haha. im so disappointed lah. i mean maybe i had this sign "COME STEAL MY THINGS" on my head. so people just love stealing from me. "bad things wont happen more than 3 times" -so what am i suppose to believe now? lol.

was quite sad. okay, i was very sad for a few days. come on lah. how will you feel if you were me when this kind of things happen so often. it's like my period that comes every 1-2 months. but of cos, im over it already. i mean im blogging about it so it means im okay alrdy. im quite amazed that i managed to not telll everyone(as in family n close friends lah) it's so hard to keep everything inside. only my bro knew and a couple of friends. AND i settled all the payments on my own! din rely on my mum. i cant always expect her to pay for my mistakes right? wow. shireen is really growing up! lol anw, that 'chapter' has alrdy ended and im glad i handled it well! 3 cheers for ME! lalala.

finally made up my mind. went to maple clinic on e 5th feb. my face is like seriously getting so bad until i cant bear to look at my own reflection. looking at my old pictures can really kill me. not being self centered or whatever but i dunno why whenever someone looks at me. i'll feel like they're looking at my pimples, thinking why do i have so MANY pimple. it sucks lah. PLEASE stop staring. i mean you see people staring at ur pimples when they talk to you. when people ask you why/ what happen to ur face. omg, i wish i knew why too. i dunno why but it hurts. it's becoming harder to laugh it off. sometimes i just feel like hiding, being away from people till i recover. i guess it's seriously starting to affect me, very badly.. keep trying psycho-ing myself, telling myself it'll get better tmr. but i dunno why it stop working, i stopped believing. i stopped wishing/ praying. haha! im so emo now. i hate how my self confidences is affected by this, i hate how i have to try all means to cover my pimples like looking down, using my hair but it all never works. i hate taking pictures, hate looking at my reflection, i hate how i am now. coming back to e topic (LOL!), Dr ong frm maple clinic said it'll take about 6 months to recover and that it'll be e purging stage now, all e impurities will surface. in simple eng, you'll have more white heads and pimple. she says i got to be patient and bear with this process. god! when will this nightmare end?

omg. since when did i become so emo? LOL.

okay, some good news!

PROJECT period offically ended last week. was seriously quite busy 2 weeks before e 22. everyone was rushing to complete their projects.

ob was suprisingly the most relaxed project. i love my team mates, they made every meeting so fun. we met like only a few times and we were e slackest grp in class. and guess what? got A for our presentation (every grp received A lah, but e scores are diff. our grp scored 21.5/25) and we got an A for our PROJECT! LIKE OMG! WEE! hehe.

econs was okay also. doing with royston was not too bad too. other that his stupid remakes abt dbsk, he's a team mate. the 4 of us finished 3/4 of our country analysis like in a day. i think we only met up once, then we delegated the job equally. but everything was in a mess on the presentation day. we were not only late for our presentation, our report wasnt complete, appendix was missing.went up to present, miss tan was nice, at least she nodded and agreed when we present. other tutors shld learn frm her! haha. and amazingly, we got a A for our project! im like SUPER happy can. is like SUPER happy! haha.

marketing was the worst. we had 6 ppl in our grp but only 4 did the work. our report was like always out of point or we din relate it to nike or whatever. all of us were so stressed that we kept repeating our points in the report. haha. i doubt anyone would wan to go into a nike store now. LOL! BUT! guess what? we managed to receive a B+ for our project! omg. im so proud of us lah! im so proud of leelin,car and weini! it means we produce quality good OKAY! hehe.

as for leadership, i think my group handled our Q&A quite well and our presentation wasnt that bad. Ms Marie said that there's 3 gd grps.and HOPEFULLY we're one of them! hehe.

dont think i mention this before but on e 27th jan i had a acct test. and i got 40/45 lah! omg! YAY! hehe. and mr leong gave me a good for class participation when im like not paying attention most of the time. haha!

my coursework grades for this sem is seriously suprisingly not bad. NO Cs AT ALLL! OMG. 3 cheers for ME! hehe!

anw, today's the last day of year 1. cant believe it's really over. im no more a year 1 student! i realised it's very hard to find true friends in poly since everyone is so busy. im super glad i met them, my very own dummies club. im so used to being with DC. ann, sashi, yisim who'll always save seats for the forever-late trio, having lunch/tea breaks at our SPOT, slacking at sports hall, our talks abt *YOU KNOW* and us drooling over the latest stars, listening to music we dun even understand, sharing the latest fan fic. all of it became my habit. i dun wanna change but i dun have a choice right?

i dunno how year 2 will be like. i dunno whether i'll get adapt. i bet u all will miss my nonsense!hehe. though e 5 of us are taking LOM, there're still chances we might nt end up in the same class. but i believe miss oh will do her best! haha! DC will always be e 6 of us, we started our ploy life together and we'll stick tgt till e end okay girls? this is a STATEMENT, not a question. haha! i love you girls so much.

and as for those who got back their results. congrats to those who did well! hehe. it brings back so much memories when i see my juniors getting back their results and deciding where to go.felt so horrible when i couldnt make them feel better about but i tried my best to give advise, i hope it DID really helped. hehe. i hope all you thought hard before making ur decision and all the best to ur new chapter of your life! love ya kiddies! hahahah! '

cny's coming! STEAMBOAT! to be honest, that's e only thing im excited abt. i mean im nt close to my dad's side, it's always so boring =X hehe.

EXAMS STARTS IN A WEEK AND I HAVEN START STUDYIN! OMG!!
spent like 1 and a half hour updating lah. *faint*

2007-02-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

the mixture.

wanted to take pics while i baked BUT i din. was totally lost while baking and my sister wasnt at home. wanted to call her but she's busy with her sch work so i decided to be independent! which was a bad decision. was running around the kitchen like a mad woman. im such a noob. i dun even know how to change the temperatue. LOL! so i just anyhow press and guess what? my cookies chao ta! ANGRY! den i realised that there was a button to bake cookies on the microwave oven. WHAT AN IDIOT! i din even notice that when i put e mixture in. my dinner that night was COOKIES and im so sick of e taste lah. although i used to love eating that, it was horrible! felt so sick after that, okayla,maybe im over reacting. haha. felt so guilty for giving them chaota cookies, so i put some chocolates in. arent i sweet? hehe. i wrote them cards too! *proud!* lalala~ AND AND AND they told me MY! SHIREEN'S COOKIES are YUMMIE! okayla, it's the mixture lah. BUT i baked it okay! and im still proud of it! lala.

shihui made this! i think its so nice!

shireen: wow! so nice! how to eat?
shihui: HUH? dun eat lah!

our conversation went sth lidat that. i dun think im gonna eat it too. i love it lah! teach me how to do! hehe.

presents from DC!
sashi gave a cute purple handphone keychain,yisim gave us strawberry ear rings, leelin made a handphone keychain - a small bottle with a small star in it. and my star is RED! hehe. car gave me a very very nice ballerina necklance and ann made cookies and brownies which were super yummy!

received flowers frm main comm ppl too, janet,pris and van! wee!

my v-day was great!
though everything was pretty much in a mess, bsg ig's v-day event turned out great! we earned ALOT. yes! i really mean ALOT! hehe. so proud of our team! though it's obvious our team spirit wasnt that gd, the outcome was great!

omg, u dunno how much i wanted DC to be there when i was alone in the room with e other comm. everything was so chaotic, everyone wasnt in a gd mood. everyone was complaining, there wasnt enough manpower, everyone was tired, people doing stupid things instead of helping out, this and that. at that moment, i really felt like running away. i mean to get away frm them, from the room, from the event. and of cos, i din. i mean it's too irresponsible lah. thank god my friends came and saved ME us. though it may sound drama, i felt so much better when they came. din felt as stressed as i was before. actually after they came, everything became better. hehe. at least i could eat right? hehe. and yea, managed to spend some time with them. they took so much pic in e room but i wasnt there cos i went to help out at e booth *SCREAM*

oh ya. also met up shihui for awhile, like for a pathetic 10 mins lah. if we were still in sec sch, i bet we'll spend more time tgt. but anw, gave her the cookies and e flower. a blue ribbon for my bestie!

went to bugis's sakae for dinner with yisim, car and leelin after that. my stomach was like practically screaming for food. almost died while waiting for our seats. okay, im over reacting again. haha! everyone was so hungry that we din talk during e 1st 10 mins. haha. we were too busy feeding our poor stomach. HAHA! yisim went back early while e rest of us went to get our nails done. or okay, we WANTED to. but we waited too long till we gave up and went back. did some window shopping while waiting too. how typical! haha.

who says you got to celebrate v-day with ur boyfriend? i love this yr's v-day! but i love my friends even more.

2007-01-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

why do this kind of things happen to me so often?

2007-01-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT?
I WALKED HOME FROM TEMASEK POLY WITH ANN TODAY!
and im freaking proud of myself lah!
took abt 50 mins.
maybe i shld reward myself. ahha!
BUT! my heels broke. WTH!

presentation went quite okay. although we are e grp that slacks e most, i like my ob grp members! it's been a pleasure working with them. or rather there werent any pressure working with them at all. HAHA :)

shall post abt ann's birthday celebration soon..

"........because you're shireen"

2007-01-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

tp's open house is finally OVER! YAY!
3 CHEERS FOR THE PLANNING COMM!! hehe.
though it was freaking tired, it'll a new experience and to think abt it now, i dont regret joining the planning comm :)

was crowd control 2 on the 1st day but ended up doing report officer 2 with pris.
i was shocked at the amt of people who came and kinda afraid when i first saw the huge crowd of seconday school students. i mean... this is not what u'll face in secondary school! so naturally i'll panic and i'll nt know what to do. so most of the time pris was the one controling the no of ppl going in the q *so sorry* the rest went for the mass dance while i watch them dance! haha. din noe how to dance so i was afraid. haha!

day 2! joelle and i were the tour managers this time. and OMG, it's was scarier! there were MORE people and u're suppose to be firm when u're giving the routes. i seriously got to learn how to act confident when im actually very afraid it'll help me during my presentations too right? got the hang of it after a while. thank god joelle was my partner that day! i asked like a thousand qns and i kept asking her for help. if it's other people, i bet they'll get very impatient. hehe. THANK YOU CHOO! LOVE YA! did the mass dance with ann this time! we just followed what joelle did during the dance. haha! it was freaking fun lah! shld have went for the camps :(

day 3 was the most chaotic day! our manpower was very limited. was report office 2 but since there wasnt enough manpower and pris(tour manager) had to go for training. sam and van went to lead the sec sch students. so only shawn, ethan, rahmat, pris, joelle and me! everything became so messy. joelle and i became the tour managers, joelle was also the report officer 2 and counter. there were ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT PEOPLE! but we survived. haha! and the day ended well with cheers and our lunch(or rather tea-break) celebration.

although things were in a mess most of e time, im glad we managed to pull through. contingency theory(OB,leadership chapter -- i pay attention during lectures u know!) we reacted based on the situation and were very flexible (okay, most of us lah!) but i still think that it's so irritating to see some people sitting down,talking,slacking while the others work so hard. i mean.. shldnt they be doing their work seriously too? im gonna slap them.... IN MY MIND. LOL

im actually quite proud that i din give up and i tried my best so im gonna reward myself with a cup of bubble tea soon! hahah.

it seems like it's been quite a busy week or maybe month. the last time i met k4 was on 1st jan and it's 21 jan alrdy. 21 days! and i miss my friends badly. sakea or anything soon? shall we go east coast this time?

my very CREATIVE badminton friends thot of a bbq-day over on the 9th. we'll have a bbq then we'll stay over, cycle to somewhere for breakfast the next morning! sounds fun! but actually, it sounds tiring too. haha. but im still looking forward for it!

this is really the right path?

2007-01-02T17:49:00.000+08:00

THE FIRST DAY OF THE YEAR! met yiping,rina,keith and jikai at city hall 1st then we went off to suntec for dinner. ended eating at raju ninja at city link. haha. shihui came and joined us after that. and GUESS WHAT? RINA,YIPING AND SHIHUI BOUGHT ME DBSK 3RD ALBUM VERSION A! they chose that cos they thought the cover looked the best. hehe. wanted to go exchange it to verison C(balloon cover). went to the store but i din change it in e end. why? i have no idea. isit very mean to change e present ur friends chose for you? anw, i had e intention to at 1st. oh no, is this considered being inconsiderate? i mean being insensitive of their feelings? i dont think so right? or is it?

kc came to join us after work. keith wanted milk tea so we had to walk all the way to raffles to go to mos burger. bought tickets for e 12 o clock movie, had 1 hour more to e movie so the guys decided to play pool. i think we kinda looked like some aunty/uncle when we were buying the food. i mean we keep ordering n ordering, it was freaking messy lah. pity yiping,shihui din get to eat their sweet corn cos e person sent it to e wrong place. haha! the movie was great lah! though jikai was telling me what happened. haha. at least i was prepared! so i wont get lost. LOL!

we ton-ed at e steps at marina square. if im not wrong, it's the 1st time i really stayed out the WHOLE night. i mean slp overs and chalet doesnt count. played stupid games like handeplus(spell lidat?) and murderer. hehe. slacked, talked.

went to e mac near rina's place for breakfast. once again, yiping din get to eat kfc cos it was closed. hahah! i guess it wasnt her day lah. haha. walked rina back then cab-ed back. died when i saw my bed. haha. nola. i even had the strength to open my present and of cos bathed.

hey guys! rmb we spend e 1st day of 2006 together oso!!

hey girls, thank you for the cd. REALLY REALLY apreaciate it! seriously am in love with e cd *imagine me smiling, staring at the cd in my room* haha. thanks for trying to cheer me up though im okay alrdy.it's weird how we express our concern for each other but in way it's very special and it makes it more meaningful.thanks for caring, thanks for making me laugh, thanks for being there. it may sound mushy to you but i dont care. I LOVE YOU GIRLS SO SO SO MUCH. NO ONE AND NOTHING CAN EVER REPLACE YOU GIRLS.

awww..this are times when i feel so pampered. the more pampered i feel the more guilty i get. whenever i lose my wallet, my mum will always give me money to replace what i lost. sometimes i dunno whether i shld accept it or not. there was once, i lost my wallet and my sis and bro drove all the way to look for me. guess where i was? cine leisure and at around 2am. my friends would do things to make me feel better. omg.. i seriously dunno what i'll do without them. someone please teach me how to say thank you, to say i love you. these words are so simple but when i open my mouth, nothing comes out. why do i feel so awkward? *argh*

2006-12-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

omg.today is the last day of 2006! this year really ended so fast! a while ago, i just finished o level, worked at gio then entered poly.and now it's always the last day. to be honest, i cant wait for 2006 to be over but i dont want 2007 to come. how contridicting,eh? too many unlucky things happened this year but of cos there's alot happy memories too.

anw, i lost my wallet again. NO, someone stole my wallet. not gonna go in detail. i cant believe it! i lost my wallet for e 3rd time in less than 6 months. i dunno whether it's me or my wallet just hates its owner. haha. so it keep playing "disapearing acts" with me. leelin told me it's a bad year for snakes this yr BUT! i just rmb shihui telling me next year is a bad year for snakes. so i have clueless lah. not that i really believe in such things but it does make u feel a bit better. okay, it does to me lah! leelin said that bad things wont happen more than 3 times. i hope that's really true that really made me feel better! hehe. i mean at least it wont happen anymore. to be honest, after losing my wallet for e 2nd time, i became more careful,kept checking whether my wallet/phone is in my bag. but i guess it's useless lah.

i seriously dunno what's wrong with my memory. i mean it became bad. REAL BAD. i seriously cant really rmb what happened this year. haha. i think i better eat those type of med that will improve ur memory or whatever shit lah. haha.

let's talk abt poly now.
entering poly was seriously very scary. i was alone, din know anyone. there's wasnt anyone to rely on, all of my friends were in different schools. went for orientation, made new friends but of cos, the trust wasnt there at all. slowly within the class different cliques were formed. DUMMIES CLUB can we seriously change the name?? though we were always together during the 1st sem, the trust wasnt really strong. i have admit we werent considered close friends yet. we became closer after part 2 of sem 1 and had our very 1st bbq! and of cos we're very close now, they make school fun! at the begining, when we arent close, hugging and mushy words were very weird to me. it's seriously very different from my sec sch friends. this kind of friendship was still new to me. not that i like or dont like it, im just nt used to it. but slowly as we grew closer, it felt more comfortable and sweet. to be honest, the friendship we have is very speacial to me. i'm not those kind of people who'll seriously open up to anyone and i dont know when did i start to rely on u girls. im nt gonna let this friendship go. even if we end up in different classes next year, this feeling will never change :) though im nt the one who gives the best advise, i'll always be there. thanks for everything! love u girls

meeting sec sch friends became harder when school started. all of us were in different schools, had different social circles. being SHIREEN, i started thinking negatively, started worrrying tt we'll drift. but i know that deep down, none of us will be replaced. even so, before any gathering i never fail to worry. worry tt we wont have anything to talk abt, etc. which is all nonsense lah! hahahaha. i realise i like talking about my friends alot. so i'll make it short today. whenever we dont have time to meet up, i'll really miss you girls alot. I MISS YOU! and I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!!

abt my studies, it's very obvious that i slacken alot. just cant seem to focus. maybe it's becos at this age, teenages hate to study! haha. what nonsense. but i hope i'll pull my socks ankle socks isnt suck lah, those olden socks better can pull longer. LOL! omg *cold* my memory is also horrible now. i just cant seem to rmb things. i can even forget what i did the day before. god! maybe it's time to upgrade my memory space! haha.

oh ya! and im getting fatter!! can i pls stop eating! i ate like 3/4 of lays chips today! the big big packet one! omg. faint. my complexion is "wonderful" now! argh. when will i stop having pimples! i think im so used to it, i cant be bothered alrdy. haha. whatever lah!

though i lost my wallet, i like this week. at least i get to meet e k4, badm ppl, dc and my classmates. thank god, im easily satisfied! haha.

i hope 2007 will be more fun! i gonna be greedy. i hope only good stuffs will happen. none of those bad/unlucky will happen! CHOO! go away! haha. and of cos all the my family and CLOSE friends' wishes will come true! for of e ppl, it's nt my prob! haha.

eh! DBSK won 4 daesang or wadever in 4 award ceremonies this year! it's some major award in korean music industry. WOW! yay! okay, tat was so random.

do you really believe tt wishes will come true?
i dont know, maybe they will. EVENTUALLY. hehe.

tired alrdy lah. gg to sleep alrdy..

short update!
badm chalet was fun! but it wasnt as fun as last yr since it was raining for e 2 days and we couldnt go out.
badm camp turned out well! for 1st timers, the co ordinators did a great job! *3 cheers for YIPING, RINA, KEITH, JIKAI n KC!*
the seniors family rock!! lalalala. i like e underwear cheer. haha!
class bbq turned out nt bad too!
sleepover was fun! let's have more sleepovers! and ann,car n leelin! thanks for the presents. i love it!

2006-12-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

DBSK - Beautiful Life (w/eng subs)

"ur love is all i need,
becos of you
i'm able to fight against pain.
baby im nt afraid,
if we're tgt
of wad will come tmr
always believe in me
becos we're tgt"

i think it sounds so drama. becos we're tgt so im nt afraid of anything? LOL.

anw, hero looks freaking handsome in the 1st part. that's why i post this video. hehe.

2006-12-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

was studyin marketing, payin full attention.
reached for my water bottle..

AND!
i accidently hit it and the bottle fell onto my notes.
my text was beside it.
so obviously oso kena my text book lah.

WAOLAO.
so freaking pissed. think im gonna explode soon.
haha!
i bet i'm gonna have high blood pressure when i grow old.

so anw, i came online.
watched some DBSK videos and im happy alrdy! YAY!
haha.
gonna studying soon.
*after i watch e last video.

2006-12-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

HeyGirl live (YunHo Fancam)

omg omg omg! so cute *leelin, dont kill me*
after watchin e video of him standing up for his fan. i fell for him lah! hehe. and his hair is black now! YAY!

2006-12-07T00:22:00.000+08:00

this is the coversation with may

may: hello!
shireen: hello
may: hello. this is may ar - i can recognise ur voice lah dumb!
shireen: ya i know
may: melissa ask me to ask u whether u wan to go to milk's mini concert at nyp tmr
shireen: HUH? milk? wad concert? he got album meh?
may: ya, he got album u dont know? energy leh.
shireen: really ar? i dunno
may: u wanna go anot?
shireen: dont wan lah, go for wad. what time is it? - LOL! i can still ask for e time
may: 5
shireen: still having lessons lah
may: oh okay
shireen: where's nyp?
may: dover
shireen: where's dover?
may: dunno. maybe jurong there.
*FAINT* i dun think it's at jurong there lah. she anyhow wag.

i told her abt DBSK and u know wad's her reaction?
shireen: EH i like a new band called DBSK. u know who?
may: huh? DBSK? who?
shireen : korean band lah, u lan lah.
may: oh. i thot is the bank, DBS. den u just add one "K" there.
*wth! haha.

i think it's funny and that's all i wanna blog abt.
i love youtube but youtube is killing me.
i spend more time on youtube than on studying.
someone pls ban youtube from my comp!

2006-12-03T02:37:00.000+08:00

suppose to go to sarah's concert today.
but i chose to go play badm with k4 instead!
=X
it's been super long since we last met and i miss them.
besides that, they'll send us a vcd of the concert.
haha. so im nt missing anything!
realised i really cant ran for the ball anymore.
haha.
pity my double partners.
oh ya! the last match we played, we used the 21 points rule.
i prefer the old one.

ate at kfc, played "go,back, jump!" in kfc too.
nola. it's to let us be more familiar with that game.
we're organising a badm camp dec 28 and 29.
or rather, they're organising and shihui n i are just helping out.
badm chalet on the 26th-28th. YAY!

went to the it fair at expo too.
wanted to get a lap but after asking rina's FRIEND, thomas.
i decided nt to get one.
supper at bedok interchange.
ate this very interesting desert.
it's mixed fruits and ice in a watermelon bowl.
er, get wad i mean?
post the pic when i upload them.
hehe.

i finished OVER THE RAINBOW!
yay!
now im really gonna study!
no more dramas for me till tests end!
i seriously cant wait till the holiday.
i wanna do so many things.
the 1st thing i wanna do is to go SHOPPING!
hang out with k4 too, i wan our movie marathon!
the fact that we're busy with our own stuffs really suck.
im still nt used to it.
and when next yr comes, rina and yp will be in different schools.
then, there'll be lesser time to meet up. *AHHH!*

i think that i rely too much on my friends, esp close ones.
to the extend when i dont meet them, even for a week, it'll feel weird.
okay, i'll miss them.
it's gonna happen with DC too, when we separate next year..

2006-11-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

im suppose to stop watching videos.
mid sem tests are in 3 weeks.
and there's projects untouched.
i got to hand in my cds proposal next week.
*FAINT*

thou i know watching videos are a waste of time, i cant stop.
shit.
where did my self discipline i used to have go to?
where did everything go to?
i guess it disappeared when o's ended or was it when the results came?
i thot all my hardwork would pay off but in reality, it was useless.
my determination ran away.
i dont think i'll ever see myself studying like crazy anymore.
*SLAP*

on e bright side, i have a new favourite band! DBSK!
hero is really really very cute!
he sings very well.
plays e piano
and he can dance!
so how can i resist him?
BYE ENERGY, HELLO DBSK!

watching korean variety shows made me realise chinese variety isnt that funny.
maybe jacky wu shows are funny
but it's nothing compared to x man! haha.
i think korean artist are very talented too.
taiwan artist are NOTHING now.
i mean they arent as multi talented as koreans are.
omg.
i sound like a korean freak.
but they are really very talented.
leelin once told me that they are trained since young
and almost all can sing and dance.
come on, look like mike he. can he even sing? =X

i think leadership is so boring.
i wish there's korean in our cds.
i bet i'll pay full attention during lectures, since im like so in love with it now.
i wonder when will this craze end?
6 months more? hehe

2006-11-21T21:56:00.001+08:00

My Little Princess (acapella) with translation

2006-11-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

Always There with english translations

all five sing so well!! *faint*

2006-11-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

My Little Princess - DBSG

i think this song is so sweet!! and HERO looks so CUTE here! =)

2006-11-18T04:48:00.000+08:00

I LOVE X-MAN!
x-man is this korean variety show leelin introduced.
it's freaking funny lah.
it's my happy pill =)

it's been freaking long since i blog that i kinda forgot i had to blog. haha. it just happen to slip out of my mind. serious! haha.

celebrated weiling's birthday last saturday. we went to sch for e director's cup captain ball match in e morning 1st. i practically had to drag myself out of e bed becos may and i went searchin for weiling's present e day before. we caught "final call", the movie is horrible lah. may even went "for e 1st time, i dunno who's e real ghost." haha. so anw, we played like crap in e captain ball match. w.o the help of the boys, i think we might as well jump down. hehe. but it was fun. i stupidly think that it's okay to wear my converse shoe and run. so in end, i ended out with 2 painful blaster. how wonderful, eh? played alittle badminton with shihui after that. omg. i realised i suck so in order nt to throw my face further, i went to look for may and wl. smart right?

coming back to e celebration, after all e captain ball match we went to bathe. qiudan brought shampoo, conditioner and facial foam. i brought shampoo while shihui brought soap. weiling brought NOTHING, she even forgot to bring towel. haha. may had to bring one for her. and yea, so we were like passing the bottle as thou we'll playin "pass-e-ball". haha. so after bathing, we decided to book a maxi cab. after calling 4823 times, we still couldnt get thru. we decided to take 2 cabs to marina square instead. weiling and may went in e 1st cab. and guess what? after waiting for 30 mins, qiudan, shihui and i still couldnt flag a freaking cab. we got so fed up, we took a bus to get out of tp, alighted at eunos. AND WE STILL COULDNT GET A CAB. we walked to e mrt station instead. so imagine how our moods were like then?

went to kbox, sang, cake came in. smashed alittle cream on weiling, took pictures.
sat somewhere, gave weiling her present, realised it was too big. went to suntec to change it THEN! we slacked at somewhere =X

spent almost $100 in 2 days.present,movie,kbox but i had fun! and now, it's e five of us.......

went to town with ann,car,lin and yisim today. once again, we walked like 87695km. *faint* dinner was bad. ann said "if u recommend a place and ur friends go willingly then they shld nt blame u when e food is bad" SO! CAR WEE! LOH LEE LIN, CHUA YISIM. DOLLYANN.so ZIP IT. hehe.really liked e skirt and shirt i tried in fox but i couldnt get it. budget ar, spent too much e week before. haha. SHIHUI! when are we gg shopping?

2006-10-21T07:35:00.000+08:00

i've been a good girl this week. stayed at home for 5 days straight(bsg meeting in sch doesnt count) the reason is simple, IM BROKE! not exactly broke since i haven spent my allowances. but im gonna meet the girls today, so bye bye ALLOWANCES. got to make my ez link ($22) and my concession($52), got to pay rina $33 for e shirt + chalet. *faint*

on the bright side, hari raya's coming! YAY! i love my 2nd day baju. haha! now all i need is heels.
i dont wan my holidays to end! to be honest i really enjoyed my holidays. the amount of dramas i watched is scary. let's name all the dramas i watched : goong(2 times), full house, a love to kill, my girl, my name is kim sam soon, spring waltz, wonderful life(10 episodes then i gave up.LOL) and currently what star are u from, im oso re watching goong on channel u now. 8 dramas in 7 weeks. not forgetting my tv shows. OMG. im so horrible. but i enjoyed my holidays, ALOT actually. i might even day dream abt e dramas during lects when sch reopen. *scream*

anw, timetable's out. i was actually hoping that shihui and i could get into the same tutorial class for our cds but as usual, we arent in e same class. at least we can attend e same lect right? ahhaha.

I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL, PLEASE?

2006-10-15T08:20:00.000+08:00

SPRING WALTZ!

2006-10-14T04:58:00.000+08:00

NICE RIGHT! so proud of myself. hahahahha. eh people! click on it and see the full thing okay? i love it!

when i watched e 1st episode of wonderful life, i was like "OMG! SHIN!" then i went to e forum to double check and i saw JI HOON! i got so excited i almost fall off my bed, nolah it's becos i sat at e very corner of my bed. when i got back on the bed, i realised it's LEE ji hoon not JU ji hoon(shin). argh. anw, he plays e rich-handsome-attractive guy in e show. i think he's cute! esp in his specs. he has this unique look! hehe. i wanted him to end up with e female lead so bad then i skipped thru many episodes and right to e end. they never even date at all! he's like always there for her but yet she cant see him. aiya! so irritating! angry.

anw, i heard that rain's gonna have a concert next jan. if only i understood what he's singing. i think he seriously very attractive when he dance. awwwwwwww...

THANK YOU ANN FOR E MSG! really felt better after reading it. this is what happens when im have so much time to waste.
ann : "no storm can break ur k4 apart!=) same goes with ur other close friends.=)they'll find the time to be with u, u'll find the time to be with them, and i'll always have time to be with u too!=)" yea, i agree :)

2006-10-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

i dont like that all of us are so busy with our own life now that we rarely meet up. this is life, i cant do much but accept it right? but i miss my friends so so so so so so SO much.

i miss hanging out with may, weiling so much. i even miss them teasing me, fooling me. they used to trick me every single day with stupid things and i stupidly believe them most of the time. haha.those recess days with them and shuhui was really great, i felt happy. may's so much different now, she's warmer now. or shld i say she's more open now. she used to keep things to herself during secondary sch. im such a bad friend. it's been very SUPER long since i last talked to weiling. i seriously dont know what's happening in her life. other than herman, i know none of her friends. crap.

yiping and rina's oso busy with o's that we rarely talk now, even on msn.

i shldnt complain. at least i get to meet shihui every week for now. who knows what'll happen in the future. we might nt even have time for each other due to school and other commitments. *scream* scary.

sashi and yisim's in malaysia, so only 4 of us would meet up now. other than dramas, it seems we hardly talk abt other stuffs. maybe it's our craze for now but i dont wan us to do that every time we meet. i hope we'll be as close as we used to be during our frequent visits to ann's place. hehe. but after next sem, most of us would be in diff class. *scream*

i shld go down and get my ice cream now.

gg shopping with shihui on sat.
im gonna ask may,weiling,shihui and qiudan out for a movie soon!
meeting ann,lin, car next friday to shop.
so what am i worrying abt now?

oh ya, speaking abt shopping.
HEY DC! i am not those spoiltbrat who spends their parent's money like crazy. i'll get my weekly allowance and i'll shop with the money i earned during my last holiday. i worked at gio for 4month+, rmb?

gonna watch yu le bai fen bai again later at 1 since energy is in it. anw, i still think energy is great even thou they're arent as talented as other bands =P they been thru so much but they're still nt giving up.

2006-10-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

*im very angry. some para of my entry disappeared. i dont noe why. stupid blogger. and it happen twice. so im freaking typing this like for the third time. FISH.*

sashi came back ytd! met the girls at tm first. everyone except ann was late. poor ann had to wait for us AGAIN. SORRY! i was one hour late >.< but i was the second. anw, the girls finally came. decided to go bugis, yes bugis AGAIN. lin bought her monday shorts. 4 more to go, jiayou lin! this kuku girl wants to get 5 pairs of shorts to wear them to school everyday. i got 2 shirts. hehe.

sashi went back to malaysia while we went to cathy to meet car. we watched the little red flower,some art film in cathy's picturehouse. it was $10 instead for $7. the seats were BIG and comfy. picturehouse was quite small, it feel like we're in some rich guy's home theatre. nono, MY home theatre. -continue dreaming,shireen thang-

This is what's written in the ticket holder they gave,
WELCOME TO THE PICTUREHOUSE
For the viewing pleasure of all patrons, please consume your refreshments at The Picturehouse lounge as food and drinks are not permitted in the auditorium. Thank you for your co-operation. We wish you an enjoyable experience at The Picturehouse.
so in other words, NO POPCORN! like wth. we wanted to watch a movie and have our dinner at first since car said they'll serve us our food during the movie. but since we're watching an art film, no food allowed *cry*

the movie's okay-okay, maybe 2 out of 5 stars? pathetic? nola, it's because im nt quite an artistic person or maybe because i was too hungry plus ann and i were having our own conversation on an unrelated topic while watching the movie. it's about some kindergarden in china in the 1960s. i think it's quite sick to let the girls and boys to sleep in the same room NAKED, or okay with a top ONLY. althou they're still kids, it's still sick lah. i will never send my kid there i tell u. and their uniform for the boys, HORRIBLE. there's a hole at their private part so that the boys can shit or pee easily i think. can u imagine letting ur younger sis grow up in that kind of environment? i think it's disgusting.i dont like the way the teachers teach, it's like more of a boot camp than a kindergarden. i mean "NO TALKING WHILE EATING", "RAISE UR RIGHT HAND FOR MORE RICE AND LEFT FOR SOUP". i know they're trying to teach the children good manners or sth but it shouldnt be done like that right? will u let ur child go there? it's definately a NO for me. i could only understand the movie after lin and car explained it to me. haha. okay im nt an artistic person. NO LAH! i dont like how the children were treated.

i got this from asianfanatics, "One of China's most popular and acclaimed sixth-generation filmmakers, Zhang Yuan, took the best director award at the third Europe-Asia International Film Festival for his multiple award-winning movie "Little Red Flowers."This is Zhang Yuan's fourth best director award for the film, after winning at the Berlin, 10th Beijing University and Abbas International Film Festivals.Based on a novel by renowned Chinese writer Wang Shuo, "Little Red Flowers" will also participate at the equivalent of the Chinese Oscars, the 43rd Golden Horse Awards to be held in Taiwan next month.The film vividly tells the story of a group of 300 three-to-six-year-old children in a state-owned kindergarten in 1960s Beijing.The director was named by Time Magazine as one of the top 100 youth leaders in the 21st century and was also awarded a cultural peace award by the UN in 2001." *FAINT*

had our dinner at ps's long john after that. we should change dc to drama club lah, since we like talking abt drama so much. or rather i LOVE talking abt dramas. hehe. we haven talked about our childhood shows like power rangers, captain planet, art attack etc. guess everyone in the train would think we're crazy since we were talking quite loudly. haha.

I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE AT GV VIVOCITY! it'll be better if i can watch it in their GOLD CLASS HALL! hehe. since i watched my 1st movie at The Cathy with dc, this time it'll be k4's turn OKAY! i really miss hanging out with u girls so much.

~~i dont like it when u say those kind of things to make you feel better. i dont like it when you compare e both of us. thank you for reminding me u're better.~~

2006-10-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

went shoppin with shihui on wednesday at bugis. bought a new white bag which i will definately get pissed when it turns black and a belt. got my sis to dye my hair that night too but the colour isnt that obvious. how long are we suppose to leave the dye on? if felt very uncomfortable so i washed it off after waiting for 45 min >.< shihui says im suppose to leave it on for at least 1.5 hour. oh crap.

celebrated lin's belated bday on thurs. caught world trade centre. the movie is okay, nt as nice as i expected. not much action too much talking? that's what i think. but it did made me cry or rather all four of us cried.

met noreen today. suppose to meet fitza too since her bday is tmr. but she couldnt make it. so we went to bugis, yes AGAIN. had dinner at pasta mania then went to bugis street. I SAW PPL FIGHTING! 2 young indo guys against 1 old man. no one helped e poor old man, ppl watched instead. okay, i watched too. but i was too far and how am i suppose to help? the 2 young guys took off their belt and started using it to hit the man. like WTH. a passer by stopped them and helped that poor old man. the young grp of guys went off angrily after that, they couldnt stop shouting. to be honest, they look like some monkey in the zoo. digusting. THEN! the old man asked his friends go look for that grp of guys. aiyoyoyo. police came but i dunno what happen after that.

okay im seriously broke.

MY GIRL ROCK! I LOVE IT!

2006-10-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

i miss u girls like crazy. wouldnt it be great if we're still in the same sch? at least we could meet up before sch,walking to e netball court for e morning assembly,during recess,after sch. oh no. i think im missing sec sch life again. crap. we can only meet online now since everyone's busy, it's kinda hard to get all of us online now dont u think? will we drift apart? hmm.. all of us will put the effort right? we'll still have our story telling sessions right? SHARE LAH U ALL! keep me update.

all the best girls for ur o's, do ur best! we'll go crazy after ur o's.

2006-10-01T11:41:00.000+08:00

2006-10-01T10:28:00.000+08:00

"what have i been up to?" my answer will be nothing. i have seriously nth to do. or rather i choose to do nothing. i know i suppose to be helping my mum out with all e housework since im having my holiday now. but im nt doing anything at all. lazy lazy lazy >.< i feel like a bear. i'll eat in the morning around 5am,i'll sleep at around 9am and wake up only after 5pm. HIBERNATE till the evening!haha.so basically i haven been up in the afternoon recently. HAHA. yea, i know it's unhealthy to do this.my face shows! pop pop pop! PIMPLES! i'm used to having pimples lah.my pimples is in it's prime for the last 3 yrs lah, it doesnt seem to be stopping *scream* it suck.if i say that it doesnt affect me at all,i'm lying. i mean it affects ur self confidence. imagine ppl coming to u and asking why do u have so much pimples or etc.like come on! how am i suppose to answer? dont come and bull with me and say "at least u're tall" OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AT MY SIZE!

okay, i better stop.

i love my yellow palace where everything goes MY way, where im the safest. it protects me from the ugly world. i believe most of u ever hear ur parents screaming at each other,siblings shouting at one another? after arguing with my parents/sibling,i'll ran up the stairs and lock myself in my room. HAHA. childish i know =X ur room or ur palace is where u can let ur imagination go wild, play make believe, do whatever u want.i love having my own room so so much. i dont wan sarah to grow up, so my room will still be MINE. haha. i'll share when the time comes but for now, i'm gg to re-decorate it. a new tv set! shift my bed, table, sofa! i'll start next week! im gonna take lots of pic, develop then paste it all around. YAY!

i finish watching rain's a love to kill. rain looks damn cool but sometimes i feel that he kinda look like a lost puppy. haha. it's like normal dramas, there'll always be a love triangle. i've never seen any love triangle in reality before. it haven happen to my close friends yet. haha. since im bored and i dont wanna slp yet. i'll give u summary of the story.rain is like normal ganster who loves using his fist and becos of that, rain's brother(mingu) left rain(bokgu) 10 yrs ago. mingu is like those kind of ppl who hate fighting, good boy type. mingu and eun suk(a rising star) dated for 5 yrs before she became famous. for some stupid reason mingu left her after she became famous. THEN! becos of some misunderstanding, eun suk is engaged to mr kim(i forgot his name.LOL). bokgu and mingu finally reunited but on that night mingu got to know that eun suk is getting engaged and guess what? he actually jumped down right infront of bokgu. SO bokgu wants revenge! he want to make eun suk fall for him then he'll dump her. BUT in the end....... aiya u all shld noe what happens after that lah. it's very obvious. haha

i think goong and full house is quite similiar. and yup, im rewatching goong. there's still some part i dont understand.

i went to suntec's mid night sales last night with gio friends. it's pathetic lah.. haha. but i enjoyed the company.

shihui and weiling are working, rina, yiping, may are busy with school. so i have my comp to entertain me. hahaha. i cant wait for bestfriend to stop working.WEE! SHOP! TIAN BU LA! HONEY MILK TEA! SUSHI! BADMINTON! GYM! SWIMMING! DYE HAIR! MOVIE! i wan to do all that. i dont care!

I SAW ENERGY! went to e ntu concert with shihui. ntu is so freaking big we got lost like so many times. but it's all worth it. i mean their performance is still as amazing. went to bugies after that, bought ring ears ONLY. crap. im feeling slpy alrdy. gd night everyone! hehe

2006-09-27T06:30:00.000+08:00

2006-09-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

just felt like posting these pics.
recent outing with sec sch buddies, one taken while working at comex 2006.

it seems like almost everyone has gotten a job. why am i still jobless? HAHA. that's a gd qn. i just dont feel like working. i still get my allowance and im gonna start fasting soon-it'll be too tiring. we shld enjoy our student life now right? instead of keep thinking of earning more money, arent that what adults are suppose to do? i mean our student life is ending soon. for those who's stopping at a dip-2 more years, those who's gonna further their studies- 5 yrs min. so we shld make full use. ENJOY! we wont get to enjoy so much when we start working u know! by enjoy, i dont mean tat u can go do those things ( u know what i mean right) haha.

okay i have to admit im too lazy lah. i'll work next holiday! i hope hehe. dont feel like waking up early in the morning just to get ready to go to work and when i get back all i'll do is bathe,eat then slp. that was how i was like after o's.it's damn pathetic. the day everyone alway looked forward to was my rest day and the 28th, PAYDAY! hehe. speaking of payday, i'll be meeting my working friends on their payday for supper soon! yay!

anw, i think gio's new season is quite nice. so i'll be visiting my ex in-charges soon! to get the dicount! hahah! come on! it's a win-win situation, they get their sale, i get my discount. im so considerate right!

i just finished a new fanfic, it's very nice and short. the ending was so unexpected. i like how the author ended this story.

this is the part i like most,
The rainbow with its seven colours arching across the sky never fails to mesmerize me.
I’ve always wondered…
Everyone says there there is a pot of gold at the other end of the rainbow.
I don’t know why.
But I know it’s not a pot of gold.
I know it’s someone.
Someone special in my life, someone who is waiting for me to discover him.
But, I don’t know who…
Who are you?
What do you look like?
I don’t know now, but I will find out.
One day, the rainbow will bring me over to see you.

this may sound stupid and naive but i believe that everyone has a special someone,fate will bring them tgt. some of u may be thinking "BULLSHIT!" im a girl, cut me some slack. most girls still believe in their fairy tale story. and im one of them. haha!
maybe i've read too many fanfic,love storys and watched too much drama that they kinda brain washed me to believe that love is simple and beautiful. in reality, love isnt that simple anymore dont u think?

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/abandonedwish5/
she/he has alot of good fanfic. GO READ! *if u hate hebe/kunda/energy/jay, dont read her/his ff.

i feel like watching movie. still haven watch devil wears prada. everytime we wanna watch it,we'll go "next week..." at this rate,i tink i'll be watchin it at shihui's place when her sis gets it. haha. i think pulse is quite nice too, looks scary. haha.

shld i watch silence,my girl, save the last dance or wei xiao pasta? or shld i just finish tokyo juliet? if one day i wake up and my computer disappears, i think i'll faint. no, before that i'll cry first. so computer darling, pls dont leave me?

what happens if u open the door and see a laptop on ur doorstep? i'll pick it up, lock my door then ran up to my room! scarli the lap is haunted or cursed. haha. okay. i think too much. i think im sleepy that why im crapping so much. haha.

2006-09-24T02:24:00.000+08:00

EH LEELIN! dont they look alike? of ocs, yul is better! hehe.

2006-09-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

couldnt watch ep 23 ytd night. i dunno hw it cant bloody load. end up watching goong related video. i think goong rock lah! shld i get the vcd/dvd? i wanna re watch, comfortably on my tv this time.

my bro's lap could load ep 23, i have no idea why. at around 2plus i was watching ep23, was at the climax of that ep ( if u watch the ep, u'll noe which part is the climax =X) THEN MY DAD CAME DOWN and started doing what he does best- NAG. went back to my room, couldnt fall aslp. end up falling alp at around 4.

went shopping with shihui again today, got myself a new pair of slipper,beautiful shirt and necklance. had dinner at heeren's sakea, yea again. i'll nvr get bored of sushi. i love sakea! anw, it's a promo now 9 plates for $9! cheap cheap! it's till the 23 sept. I WAN A NEW BAG! anw, i just signed up to be a tinkerbell member! yay! more cards. my wallet is pathetic lah. i have only 2 cards, my ezlink and atm. my matric card isnt in it cos if i lose my wallet again(CHOY!), have to pay 50 i think. that's so crazy. i wont make a new card if i lose it again i think. i still haven even make my ezlink. haha! i need a new wallet

there's a big scratch on my darling mp3 -heartache- CRAP. i need to get the sticker to cover it NOW. arghh

2006-09-19T05:23:00.000+08:00

i think he's cute! haha!

2006-09-19T05:04:00.000+08:00

watched jap ver of meteor garden,yawen introduced. she says the hua ze lei is cute, which i totally disagree of. haha.
watching goong now. OMG! it's damn nice lah. thou i dun really understanding what's really gg on. haha. but it's really hard to concentrate on reading the sub when there's 2 HANDSOME guys on the screen. it's like they're telling u to look at them instead. HAHA! because of that, i have to keep repeating so that i can read the sub. anw, i have leelin to tell me what's gg on. haha! din really like shin at 1st, but i think he's handsome now. he's one of the top model in korea, designers voted him as the best model of 2005 and best dressed in 2004 i think. shin's handsome, yul's cute. now, shireen's fainting. haha! I LOVE THE SHOW LAH.
have been gg to bed at around 8am for the past few days. im nt gg to do that tonight. im too tired.. im at ep 17 for goong, 8 more ep to go! WOO! i might re watch the show. hehe.

anw, celebrated car's bday ytd. we suprised her by asking ann to pretend that she's sad and we'll POP out with the cake when car's comforting her. and yea, she fell for it. went to marina square's sakea for dinner. no one's in black this time. LOL.

suppose to go shopping with shihui today, we went to play pool and to kbox with qiudan and weiling instead. had fun singing but it was kinda weird without having may there(weiling felt the same!). may would always be the one getting us a room, helping us select the song and everything. i guess we werent use to it. the service at parkway's kbox suck lah. we kept refilling the tibits cos everyone was kinda hungy, we went there at 5 so of cos we din have dinner. the person got kinda pissed cos we refilled too many times. they came in at 9pm sharp to tell us our time is over. like wth. i mean it's okay to drag the time. or shld i say we always drag the time in the past and we nvr got "chased" out before. argh. i wanna go to marina square's kbox. i think they shld re open the outlet at tamp. haha!

im hungry!
gonna go slp now before my parents and my sis wake up.

BINGUNG MAMA! SHIN! YUL!

2006-09-15T02:26:00.000+08:00

went shopping today. new SKIRT, SHIRT, BELT!
target for next week: SHOE, BAG!
wahahah. now i kinda like bugis street.
met fitza, noreen, lyn, lydia and azahar after that.
had dinner den we slacked at starbucks.
and yea, there's still a common topic!
i love how they'll update me of what's happening in gio and their life.

this is my "whinning" period.
so k4, bear with me pls? =)
i really need to get everything out.
u're my best solution.

i used to think it wont be that hard. i guess im wrong. SO WRONG
thou it's freakin hard to change, i promise i will.

2006-09-13T02:53:00.000+08:00

im badly burnt, very tired and still coughing.
so yea, im nt really in a great mood nw.
BUT! i woke up at 1 just nw, to watch tv. HAHA!
so im gg back to slp now.
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!

i really really feel like meeting my gio friends. was told angeline transfered to marina square. im nt really sure how who's at which outlet
i wonder how are they now. i wonder whether we'll still have a common topic to talk about. given the fact that im alrdy out of gio and schooling while they're still in gio.
i mean it's really different when u're working and when u're schooling. when u're a student,everything will definately be more simple. u wont really understand what's happening in the working world. like when i just started working,i was kinda freaked out at e way adults behave. adults can be so scary and disgusting. it's like everyone has a motive,they'll always want to gain and not lose at the same time. "go the extra mile!" yea right. u rarely get to see ppl who'll go the extra mile becos service is their passion. but im glad i met the right ppl during my gio days.of cos i knew who were the ones i could trust.
i love my supper buddies!
i love angeline,azahar,fitza,nana,noreen and lyn!

im gonna rest tmr...
i'll get better and i'll go..
SHOPPING ON WITH BESTIE THURSDAY!
BADMINTION,SWIMMING WITH MY SIS ON FRIDAY

i wan to re decorate my room!
hari raya's coming! YAY!

2006-09-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

quick update: I WAN A NEW PAIR OF SPORT SHOE AND SHOE BAG!
i might get the aiva one.
cheap cheap! haha

gg to play badm with my sis soon!
yay!
subway after that!!
i love my holiday!

2006-09-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

do u have the sudden urge to come down to my place to try the cake?
lalala~
would u believe me if i told u i baked that strawberry shortcake?
HAHA!
my sister baked while sarah and i watch.
life is so beautiful when u have a older sis who loves to bake.
that explains my size. lol.

i love my SISTERS! =)

stayed at home for whole day today (except to go fetch dad frm e ferry terminal)

becos shihui had to go work,rina and yiping had to study for their prelims next week, weiling had to go help her mum at their shop, may had to study for her prom and my sisters went out w/o me.

so i had to spend my day with my beloved tv and computer. caught 2 concerts on dong feng and mtv. ENERGY's concert was GREAT! their guests were jolin,show,mayday and cherry boom. enjoyed every part of it! and i love "ai shi kong!" part of reason why i like it, it's becos kunda wrote it and it's nice okay!

mtv's concert was kinda long. i think there were 25 artists performing that night. i think jolin has really improved. i think she's pretty now, with her black hair. i used to think she's was kinda like those ah lian with her gold brown hair last time.hahah!

now im watchin it started with a kiss again. was actually watching "marry me" but they din really upload the whole episode on you tube. so i guess i'll just watch at on scv. LEELIN, it's nice lah! i think maybe becos of mike he. hehe. but i think the female lead is kinda pretty too.

i seriously think i will die w/o my scv + internet. haha! i can practically ignore everything that's happening around me when im watching my drama. believe me, it can be quite scary. haha!

EH! EVERYONE GO UPDATE THEIR BLOG NOW!

i have nothing to read. hehe.

2006-09-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

they're releasing the SI results now.
JON and paul are the bottom two.
*screams*
pls let jon stay.
pls pls pls.

NEW SKIN!
i love it!

2006-09-06T01:22:00.000+08:00

everything went great today!

i dun care what u're gg to say when u see this
I LOVE ENERGY!
thou they are left with 3 only.

bbq with dc was great!
shall post the pics when i get them..
i need a new skin.

i love my holidays!
gonna watch e cheer's match tmr with k4.
yay!

met k4 ytd,

played badm

and we went jogging!

suppose to go to long john but we ended up in pizza hut.

cos long john was "filled" with bg ppl.

hehe

met dc after tat to get the food for e bbq.

was kinda late, 4 hrs late.

lol!

2006-09-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

my leg and my back is killing me.

work was okay.

managed to sell some.

working at ink station and at gio is so much diff.

i used to love saying "hi welcome!", "thank you see u again!"

maybe it was city link gio's management.

we were suppose to say that to every customer that walk in/out

once we played this game, we were suppose to greet our customer differently.

for example,

"hi welcome!" or "hi gd afternoon!"

i loved playing that game.

working in ink station is more fun, at least u can slack.

BUT! the standing there for one whole day is bad.

i miss secondary school so much.

have to admit i was quite "protected" in some way then.

nvr really experience the scary things others had.

all my friends and i wanted to do is to HAVE FUN.

and we did :)

played, joked, teasing one another.

had may to keep me awake during lessons,

may shuhui and wl to make recess fun,

rina yiping shihui and the badm team after school.

different codes like "eating sweet, lalala"

those days were sweet.

damn...

i miss secondary sch so much.....

i wanna go back..

i really do..

2006-09-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

to me, friends does play an impt role in my life.

i dun wanna lose anyone
to keep the bond between close friends strong can really be very difficult especially when we're in different schools.
im glad im blessed with friends who will put the effort to meet up. thank u k4!
if a time machine appears infront of me, i'll definately set it to 2002 and go back in time.
i dun mind going thru everything again.
but this time, im gonna make it better.
im nt gonna be a spoilt brat anymore. i promise

went back to sch today.
okay, i have to admit.
i really missed hanging out with may,wl and shu hui.
esp with may and wl.
went to parkway's kbox.
sang, screamed. FUN
wl had to leave early becos her mum was at home.
so shuhui may n i had dinner at swensons.
caught SI results show on the way back to bedok.
and YEA! JOAKIM IS OUT! woohoo!
actually sat down and talked to may after shuhui left
it's been ages since may and i last really talked.
i can really feel that she's changing.
or maybe i din see that side of her in secondary school..

i seriously wish we can meet like today at least once every month.

-im nt gg to mess anything up anymore.

2006-08-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

LAST PAPER TMR!

YAY!

but....i haven start studying.

oh crap

i wish joakim goes out tmr.

he suck lah.

hady's quite charming *hides*

jonathon and hady shld be in the top2!

if joakims is in e top2,den we shall all just faint.

or if he wins, den e whole sg population shld just go and die.

if u were to ask me whether i voted,

my ans will be a BIG FAT NO!

haha!

holidays are coming!

yay!

cant wait!

DRAMAS HERE I COME!

2006-08-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

SARAH THANG!

LOVE THIS SHORTY!

2006-08-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

my mum's gg to malaysia with sarah for a WEEK!
ahhhh!!

im bored.
haven start studying for the exams.
which is like next week.
oh crap.

i love staying at home!
=)
I LOVE MY ROOM!
I LOVE MY BED!
I LOVE MY SNOOPY!

I MISS KFOUR!
i miss knot5 even more.
cant wait till 31 aug.
teachers day + last day of exams + start of my beautiful holidays!

p.s POH YIPING WHY DID U DELETE UR BLOG?
trying to be funny ar?

2006-08-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

she's taking off her braces today!

2006-08-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

i wish i din go to sch today.

IT'S NOT OKAY!

felt so lost just now.

felt like gg home but i dun even have a single cent with me

thank god my bro came.

2006-08-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

went to watch lake house with K4

LOOK!

we actually got k1-k4. we din even asked for it.

WOW! hehe.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

all the best okay!

cant wait till ur holiday! CHALET!! =)

we shld have a movie marathon, see who falls aslp 1st.

haha.

2006-08-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO MOTO!!
BYE NOKIA..
bought motorola V3x. FINALLY!
though most ppl think tat it's function suck and it's too bulky,
i love it!! (if u're my friend, u'll say it's nice)
haven really played with e phone cos it's charging upstairs.
there's no photo editor =( i think.
it's like freaking hard to msg, very diff frm nokia phones.
but i'll get use to it.

pretty much slacked the whole day.
went to tm with family to get my phone and bro's lens
fetched my dad den straight home.
TO CHARGE MY LOVELY PHONE!
couldnt really decide on the colour.
orange was kinda unique,mum wanted me to get the hot pink one.
THANK GOD IT WAS OUT OF STOCK!
hahah.
IT'S BLACK!

im bored.
im wasting my time watchin my dramas.
I WAN TO PLAY WITH MY PHONE but i got to wait till 2am.
crap.

went to see/watch(?) the fireworks with lin,car,ann n yisim ytd.

it was great!

made so much noise in the train.

ppl around us kept staring at us.

oh ya!

lin spotted a BOY IN BLACK!

BLACK BLACK BLACK!

yay! yp and rina finally came online!!

gg over to my aunt's place tmr.
guess it would be the same anymore.

2006-08-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

met yiping,rina and shihui in e morning.

we went to simpang bedok to have breakfast.

eat too much roti prata until we almost vomited.

orderd mutabak oso, which means even more roti prata!

yiping tried tea cino, she din like it cos it was too sweet.

SEE LAH! TRY TRY TRY.

lol!

had so much fun.

hanging out with them really made me feel much better.

playin the swing,crapping and everything was great.

thou it's very simple, it meant alot to me.

spent my national day night with my family.

this yr was very unique.

went on a dinner-cruise.

my dad's company organised it.

it's actually $55 per head.i think it's expensive.

anw, i had fun!

i hate gg back to sch on a supposed-to-be holiday.

practically dragged myself up frm the bed.

was late as usual.

the freaking bus was too crowded.

had lunch with the DC(ann went back 1st) at yoshinoya.

bought van's cake, went back to sch for bsg meeting.

had a mini food fight during meeting.

most of us were smashing cakes on each other.

it's more like junior main comm smashing cake in SHAWN.

actually dun u think throu this kind of stuffs,u kinda bond with each other?

got back my accounts and econs coursework result.

satisfied with my accounts.

my econs is like....SHIT?

it must be my articles.

i hate e grading system in poly.

according the carista, C+ is 65-69.

which is a B3.

B3 sound way better than a C+

C is like a C5, C6

i think im gg get a C for my commskills too.

i din even finish my commskills paper.

CRAP!

2006-08-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

imagine receiving a phone call saying that ur aunt passed away when u were actually telling ur friend what happen to her awhile ago.
i wasnt ready for this, either was the rest of my relatives.
everyone thot that she was getting better.
but i guess it was really the time for her to go.
it really hit me when i saw her body,saw my cuz crying.

my sis say maybe it's better for her to go.
to end all her sufferings.
BUT......
i wish we found out abt her cancer in its earlier stage.

i rmb a yr ago,she just started learning hw to bake.
she even said tat she'll bake more cakes this yr during hari raya.
i regret nt visiting her often.
if i only go back in time...

dun wanna let her go. im so nt ready for this.
she's always so nice to everyone.
helping whoever in need.
i rmb hw she used to talk to me in malay and i'll reply in eng.
haha.

I MISS HER SO MUCH.

2006-08-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

2006-07-31T05:20:00.000+08:00

micrco econs project is killing me!

can some kind soul tell me what i suppose to write?

4 more hours to sch.

and im like only half done for my 1st article.

SHIT

2006-07-31T01:53:00.000+08:00

it's almost 2 am and im still awake.

got to do econs,haven start doing my articles yet.

and the best part is sch starts at 9am tmr.

YAY!

slpt for around 3 hrs after i came back frm e hospital just nw.

my aunt's admitted again.

but this time,e doc told us to be prepared.

miracles do happen, it MUST.

whenever im feeling down,i turn to u.
my BIG snoopy.

2006-07-24T04:28:00.000+08:00

i think im really crazy.

the reason why im still online is becos im edited my blogskin.

i kept making the pic k4 smaller until it became too small.

ARGH!

tat happen to e pic DC took during our lect too!

so im fixing it now.

getting kinda fed up too

yea,it's THAT time of e month

no lecture and tutorial tmr.

cos dashan's too lazy and i dunno why there's no microecons's lect.

BUT!

im meetin leelin at 9 to do econs.

meeting car n e rest at 10 to do pom and commskills.

meetin e rest of e dc for lunch.

i got to make my matric card and settle my ez link card stuffs.

on top of that,accounting test on tues night.

HOW GREAT CAN LIFE BE?

I WAN MY WALLET!

2006-07-24T03:17:00.000+08:00

must we bring our matric card on tues?

acct test on tues,7pm-8 pm i think.

i hope they wont kick me out of e class just becos i dun have my matric card.

have to pay $21 to make a new ez link.

now $10 for a new matric card.

den $5 for a new atm card.

so in total i'll spend $36.

not forgetting the $50 i lost.

i lost $86!!

SHIT!

i can buy a new bag with tat amt.

crap lah!

IF i din lose my wallet,i can buy e NIKE bag.

IF i din lose my wallet, i'll have $50 more in my bank.

IF i din lose my wallet,i wont be wasting my money on replacing my cards.

IF i din lose my wallet,i'll feel better.

IF i din lose my wallet,........

im hate being so careless!

i hate losing my wallet.

i really wish nothing happen that day.

i din take tat shuttle bus.

but then again,if i din go to ann's place, i wont have so much fun ktving at ann's place.

i still wan my wallet back.

im gonna start SAVING NOW!

2006-07-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

when i need someone to talk to,she'll be there....
she nvr fails to cheer me up! =)

"bend it like beckham"
fooling around with her camera.
hehe.
she says i look like "forever friends bear"
WHY?
try figuring it out

THE SCHOOL LIBRARY!

whenever im bored,

i'll call her and go "WHERE ARE YOU?"

haha.

to ask whether she's free to meet me.

i better quit this weird habit.

2006-07-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

i love watching dramas.

it makes me wanna fall in love.

everything's like so perfect.

the right guy, the right moment.

okay.im just being crazy.

white robe of love's damn nice!

i love it!

it's another story where girl falls for guy,takes initiative and everything.

it seems like girls are the one taking the initiative now.

OMG!

it takes really alot of courage to go up to the guy u like and say "hey,i like u"

haha.

like WOW!

i dun think watching dramas are a waste of time.

and to those of u who thinks that way can just go eat my shit.

woke up only after answering's leelin's call at 9.

obviously im late.

ended sch at 10.

ann made us bread today! very sweet rite?

did pom project after that.

i tink it way better to group with girls =)

and i tink that it suck to have almost the whole class not liking u.

im glad i have ann,sashi,ll and car to bitch with.

im glad i have e dummies club,sch's much fun with them around.

but i miss my girls,k4

WHERE ARE YOU GIRLS!!

hehe.

2006-07-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

once again,shireen screwed everything up.

i lost my wallet again.

i lost my wallet twice in not even a year.

and it always happen after i withdraw $50

shldnt have withdraw so much but i press e wrong button.

my ezlink,tp card,atm,sis's popular card,$50 and most importantly..

MY NEW WALLET!

told shihui,she was kinda shocked that i din cry.

HAHA!

my wallet wont come back if i cry what rite?

that's what i thought initially.

but after i thinking abt it again, crying does make things better.

I WAN MY WALLET BACK.

will e person pls give me back?

i dreamt that i found my wallet last night.

sashi once told me "what u dream in ur dream will be the opp frm reality"

DAMN

sometimes i wish my life would be better.

keep telling myself tomorrow will be a better day.

but................

it's weird hw i hate it when i become bitchy and bitch abt others.

this is happening TOO FREQUENTLY.

that i kinda got used to it.

i guess she hates me now.

believe in karma?

"what goes around comes around"

i guess i got my retribution.

my WALLET left me =(

2006-07-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

ARGH! I CANT FALL ASLP!

took a small nap after dinner.
slept for 1.5 hour.
drank coffee just now cos i was afraid i would fall aslp while doing BA,
arghh!!

2006-07-10T05:23:00.000+08:00

ITALY WON!! YAY!!

e match was great!

thou i wasnt really payin attention durin e second half.

i love e 1st 20 mins!

i think Zidane is good.

a pity he received a red card.

what a way to end his last match in an international competition.

anw,i think he's good playmaker =)

hendry's good also!

wonder why soccer players have so many tattoos.

materazzi's arms look scary but his head came in handy.
LOL!

omg.im actually blogging abt soccer.

hw crazy can this be?

im gg kuku due to e lack of slp.

rina yp shihui crashed at my place ytd night.

they came at 8 with FOOD!

so much FOOD that we cant even finish.

rojak,chicken wings,oyster egg w/o oysters etc.

watch titanic tgt.

started with e 2nd disc.

e movie's nt bad,quite draggy thou.

some parts where we went KUKU.shall not go in detail.

after e movie,did some catching up.

they surfed e net.

played with sarah =)

they left at around 11.

suppose to watch e germany vs port match tgt.

but all of them couldnt wake up.

i woke up at 4,watched e 2nd half(which was e more exciting part)

i think port fans might kill petit for that home goal.

HAHA.i know i will.

i think ronaldo's cute.

haha.

i love spending my weekend with my KFOUR =)

2006-07-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

MISS KUA! when are we gg to meet up?

MISS POH &QUEK! sure gg sb this sun? e match is like at 3am leh.ur parents let? o level leh.dun play play ar.

my friends made a club called "dumbies call"?
they say im e founder.
WHY?
cos im dumb! =(
im a lifetime member! LOL
leelin's e president cos she's crazy plus dumb.
sashi's e policewomen.
WHY IS THERE A POLICEWOMAN IN A CLUB?
no idea.
ann's e one who i'll go to when i get bullied.HAHA! love her!
car's e dumb who always scores.
yisim's e dumb who always pay attention and scores.
gary's e dumb who we call gay but nvr gets angry.
minting's e .......a person i dun understand.
jianming's gary's boyfriend.

watched superman on monday with them.
e movie's okay but ending was like crap.
took funny pics.shall upload soon.
had dinner,crap-ed.
oh ya.we wore our sec sch pe tee to sch.
i noe most of u may think it's stupid.
but it's OUR THING!
so it's none of ur business

had to do some bsg things in e morning.
but joelle and sam din noe i was coming.
so they had e talk w.o me.
went to meet my commskil's grp.
booked a room,waited for ann's grp to come.
did some run thru.
WE WORE BUSINESS TEE!
some ppl made stupid comments when we entered e class during csa.
sometimes i tink it's better to keep ur comments to urself.
i mean..u wont like it if someone does that to u,so why do it to others.
think before u act,okay?
as usual,din pay attention during account's lec.
talked to leelin instead.
i better wake up soon.

commskills presentation was on wed.
doubt i'll do well.cos i presented one slide ONLY.
took like less than 2 mins.
so hw on earth is mr dashan suppose to grade me.
i guess i'll just get another C for commskills.
i wonder hw on earth did i get a B3 for english.
the marks im getting nw is so disappointing.
oh whatever~
took pics after commskills cos we were in formal.
FUN!
went to bsg meeting after that.
hui peng taught me hw to claim e money and e procedures.
e meeting was okay.
was rather quiet.actually i din really get e chance to talk.
even if i talk,e chances of me getting ignored is like 70%
it suck lah..sometimes i wish my friends are there..
someone told me "u dont look very committed"
just becos i missed a meeting.
okay. hw do i describe this feeling.
sad?
aiya.i wish i'm those very very loud person/
i wish i'm those very sociable type.

felt like skipping sch today.
practically pulled myself out of e bed.
bathe.was late so decided to cab.
im like cabbing for e 3rd time for this week.
e 1st 2 was with leelin.
i love my pom tutorial! woo!
once again,i wish my english's good.
slacked in e project room during our break.
leelin sashi car and i got so bored waitin for ann yisim and mt to come back.
we decided to play stupid games like hai dai quan,tap tap game etc.
ann n gang came back we continued playing games.
we played games like latest fashion in london[fun!],around e world.
bang bang u're dead!!
pom lect ended very early,we decided to play pool.
gary wasnt feeling well so he went to e hospital.
we're giving him a surpise tmr.
i tink it really suck to be in e hospital on ur bday =(

2006-07-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

POH YI PING'S PRESENT FROM US! =)

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!

can u believe it?
im actually waiting for e brazil vs france match to start.
watched e england vs portugel just nw.
screamed like CRAZY but england lost =(

my busy friday!
had microecons tutorial in e morning.
was boring as usual.
had prate for breakfast! YUM!
headed to lab 1st to print e commskill's slides with leelin n car.
car saved e day!!
or rather she saved e printer. LOL
amazingly our project meeting went well.
e guys came in handy for once.
realised it's really impt to have gd project members.
oh well,we learn frm our mistakes rite?

went to meet sashi,yisim,sister and clarissa after tat.
they wanted to play pool.
left early cos meeting shihui after that

shi hui had to wait for me outside my hse cos i was late.
it's nt my fault lah! blame e bus! hehe.
wrapped yp's present den headed to ecp.
we carried 2 big plastic like some aunties.
tried to suprise yp but e wind wont co operate.
gave her e presents and e beautiful frame k4 made!
she loved it.I LOVE IT TOO! haha
walked for a while,did some crazy stuffs.
i love being crazy infront of them! thou im e only one being crazy.

cabbed back after tat.
funny hw almost everyone hate yellow/red taxis.
hehe.
bathed den went to city hall.
azahar and i helped angeline "tidy" CL.
kinda miss folding clothes. HAHA!
fitza and john joined us after tat.
went to a coffeshop near zouk[tats wad they told me]
jennifer's boyfriend was watchin soccer there,so they decided to have supper there.
i guess e "gossiping" part of us will nvr go away.
even when u're working,u'll still gossip.
they talked,i listen.
germany won. BOO!

i wan a new blogskin!!

my dad and bro once said "soccer is a beautiful sport,betting destroy it's beauty"

tat's why im proud of them!! haha =)

my dad's alrdy slping.when e 1st half of e brazil vs france match haven even end.

no one to watch with me..

so LALA LAND here i come!

2006-06-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

im watching videos on u tube,surfing e net, blog hopping.
everything EXCEPT my csa project.
god!
im suppose to send my part to leelin by e end of last week.
which is like 19 mins ago.
im dead.
gg do it tonight. i hope.
I MUST!

2 weeks of holiday isnt ENOUGH!
have been quite busy this week.
busy going out [HAHA!],project meetings,bsg meeting and bsg day!

bsg day-15th june,thursday!
no of ppl hu turn up for bsg day was quite disappointing.
but i had fun! =)
i hope those sub comm ppl had fun too.
at least our effort wont go down e drain.

slp over "party"-13th june,tueday.
went to play pool with may,wl,sh and herman.
yea,i learnt hw to play POOL! WOO!
it was my second time,so they gave in. hehe.
wanted to watch omen at cine but e tickets were sold out.
so went back to tamp to catch e 9.40pm movie.
cabbed to may's...wl's.. lastly ah kua's..
bathe,had our supper den started our drama-a-thon
kua e sleeping beauty[PUI!] fell aslp after e second disc!
tried waking her up but she kept falling aslp.
so i gave up and continue watching e drama.
SHIREEN MING YAN: DRAMAs THAT CAN MAKE U CRY = GOOD DRAMA!

haha.
but so far,almost all e drams i watch makes me cry.
and im loving it!
hahaha!
sleeping pig finally woke up at 6,so we chatted for awhile.
den it's my turn to slp!
haha.
slp for 4 hours only!
had to force myself up to watch CHARMED! haha.
yea.dramas/tv shows is impt u noe!!
after tat,we back to my place.
grabbed my shoe,waited for my dad to come home.
so tat he could send shihui and i to tamp's gym.
haha!
was like half an hour late! guess qd waited until she gt so bored she played hp games!

it actually felt great after sweating =)
in e toilet,e 3 of us were like kukus, who nvr bathe before.
kept gg "e water's so shiok..blabla"
LOL!

last sat-dunno wad date.
MY FIRST POOL EXPERIENCE.
was nt bad =)
went to simpang bedok for dinner after that.
did some catchin up with weiling,qiudan and shihui.
kang kong rocks!
chicken mutabak suck! haha.
beef mutabak =)

watched tokyo juliet,forgot abt green forest!
haha! or rather lost interest in tat.
okay i better start doing my project.
but im SO nt in e mood..
arghh..

2006-06-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

mid sem test is finally over.

shall nt say tat i tired my best, i'll just let fate decide!

HAHA! DRAMA SIA!

TODAY'S THE START OF MY HOLIDAYS!

woo!

i so need to go shopping! and it's e great sg sale nw!

YAYs!

actually it doesnt really matter tat much.cos once a GIRL she cant stop!

or rather cant be bothered!

hehe.

of cos discount= save money= buy more things! hehe

i so wan to watch movie.

there's so many movies i wanna watch.

DA VINCI CODE! yea.i may sound like some kuku. i listened to shihui,waited for mid sem to be over than we'll watch tgt.

OMEN!

SILENT HILL!

MORE MORE MORE!

everything's gg quite well.

anw,im in e temp BSG IG MAIN.

yea.it's quite a shocker to many ppl.

guess i just dun have "IT" factor?

wanted to drop out in e begining. but i guess i shld at least give it my best 1st.

even if i dun make it to e real main comm,at least i tired my best rite?

a few months back,i was so afraid of gg to sch.

to be ALONE. be independent. w/o my friends.

e feeling of being alone is terrible.

but i made friends nw. they make me want to go to sch =)

imagine taking e lift with ur old crush,standing side by side.simple things like this makes me smile.nt tat i still have a "thing" for him.

2006-06-04T12:21:00.000+08:00

I SO DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING!!
arghh!

2006-05-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

IM BORED!!!

using e lib's com now,waiting for e bsg meeting to start.
bsg's meeting is frm 5pm-7pm.ARHHH! guess i'm gg to die there later.LOL
they are gg to annouce e main comm ppl.
im nt sure whether i really wan to be in e main or not. i mean xiuyi told me tat being in e main,u gt to be very very committed and u might have huge responsibilities.
okay. tat's scary.
anw,i guess BSG IG is nw my cca. omg! can u believe it? im actually joining a club. TAT'S CRAZY.
thot of joining badm,but wad if i cant make e team? i rather nt try.
then thot of joining rugby,but..........
yea,im alwaying 'BUT-ing'.
but seriously,i tink having a sport as ur cca is more fun!
other than e fats u'll lose during training, there's e team spirit tat i'll miss e most.
nt tat im saying tat in a club there's no team spirit.it's just different to me.

anw,i sort of threw my temper on one of my classmates ytd.
i'll nt go i into details abt it.
i tink it's really quite hard to find someone u can really trust in poly.
THANK GOD! i tink i have some tat i can trust! =)
love hanging out with leelin,carista,ann,yisim,sashi,clarissa and e boys.
feel really comfortable with them =)
had a small photo taking in e lib's project room ytd. FUN! =)
shall update e pics when car sends it to me.

and of cos i still miss my secondary school buddies.
yet to update abt wad happen on my week. but i'll do it soon dun have e pics,using sch comp
i miss talking to may and weiling.went out with them on my birthday,i realised tt i really miss them. i miss everything we used to do tgt. frm being e only one in e grp hu loves holding their arms and hw uncomfortable they look when i did tat. haha. damn awkward. after a while i guess they got used to it! lol =) sometimes i wish may would like just sitting at any cafe and have heart to heart talks. but.. she doesnt like it. tat's may for u. but i still like her e way she is =) i love wl e way she is too! thou both of them dun like saying/hearing mushy things I LOVE U GIRLS!! =)
abt k4- need i say more? there's like so many entries abt u girls! haha =) LOVE U GIRLS TOO!

2006-05-23T18:12:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY[12/5]
went to sh's hse to prepare e sotong and prawns for e bbq with badm ppl.
den cabbed to pasir ris.
started e fire at our oh-so-beautiful pit. BYOP. LOL
starting e fire damn fun! =)
i dun understand hw some ppl can be so irritating tat they cant even walk to escape to wait for us to bring them over to e pit.
they practically waited for us at CHEERS to "escort" them theree..
argh!
to make it even worst,their reaction when they saw e pit was classic.
"THIS IS CALLED BBQ AR"
like wth.
we prepared e pit,bought e food and everything while they just paid to come and eat.
okay, i shall NC.
coach's was even worst.
we'll learn from our mistakes rite? nvr book byop and nvr plan a bbq just 3 days before it.
anw,sat around our pit filled with TLC ,everyone started bbq-ing.
i tink it's quite fun lah! it's e 1st time doing this! ENJOYED it anw.

THEN!
rina and yp said they wanted to go to toilet,rina was looking for tissue.
i asked "u come tat one ar?"
anw,they din go toilet. they went to get our cake[keith and i] =)
din realise ji kai was alrdy at our pit until wei xiang called for him.
i turned, they went HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U.....
AWWW...
HEHE.
after cutting e cake,

yp: give keith e present leh

me: i thot u all say sh give?

cos i heard them asking her to give him

yp: dun wan lah,wait they awkward

me: orh

i went over, gave him e present.

den he gave me MY present. tat was so unexpected!

e badm team gave me a heart shape pedant =)
shall post e pic someday! =)

i love e badm team! =) thanks for e suprise. speacical thanks to YIPING RINA AND SHIHUI cos i noe they are e masterminds! love them even more =D

MONDAY[15/5]
went back to bg to collect my o's cert and to meet the girls.
dun like looking at my cert.i mean.. my results is like crap..
okay. tat's the past!
went to inter with yiping rina and changhong to get keith's cake, or rather CARROT CAKE!
they decided to get keith a tray of carrot cake! hehe. CREATIVE =P
i miss seconday school SO MUCH!

went for our SAKEA BUFFET!
ordered 5 plates of kakiage i tink.instead of one.
so we had to finish all 5 plates.
argh!
but had fun with them there.

yp and rina! =) i LOVE THEM! =)

yp and sh's fav SOFT SHELL CRAB ROLL!

BESTFRIEND and me =)

if u tink this is alot,look at e pic below! LOL

AHH!! haha. of cos we finished it! =)

update e rest tmr! =)

2006-05-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

i hate PROJECTS!!
nola,i just dun like e idea of having to do projects for all e subjects.
i have like econs,POM,accounts,CSA and commskills project.
like 5 projects??!?!?
tat's crazy man.

dun really like poly life.
i mean i haven adapt to it yet.
it's like so much different.
it's true tat e tutors dun even bother if u do/dont do e tutorials.
but of cos i did all my tutorials[except stupid commskills]
i dun like this system.im so used to having someone to push us to study,do our work and be consistent. but there's no more irritating teachers anymore.
INDEPENDENT STUDYING!
I DUN LIKE IT!

i dun even have a cca.
i wan to join sports so badly! wanted to try sth new like rugby but i backed out in e end.

but i like ITAS =)
cos it's HALAL! YAY!!
my friends find it hard to believe tat im chinese MUSLIM.
i dun like those traditional chinese who dun like chinese muslim ppl,tat's so stupid lah.a qn for them "WHAT CENTURY ARE U LIVING IN?"

i hate it when ~~it's~~ here.

2006-05-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

ARGHH!!!

2006-04-29T14:50:00.000+08:00

MY FRIDAY WAS GREAT! =)

met shihui after her lect.
was late as usual =X
far east was our 1st stop and we spent half our day there.
kept trying and trying.i believe this is actually our 1st time gg to each shop,really looked at the clothes they have.
but we paid 80% attention on the shorts they have.HAHA.
walked round,round,round.
met charlotte and her friend there too.
left far east at 5 i tink.
sometimes i dun like the aunties at far east,they practically lie to us just to get us to buy their stuffs.
there's one incident when shihui tried a pair of 3/4. she tried 26 but it's was slight too small.so we asked for a size bigger and tat aunty gave us a size 29 WHICH IS 3 SIZE BIGGER! shihui tried 29, and it was obviously too big but she said it was okay! bloody hell! LIKE WE DUNNO HW TO BUY JEANS. so i went "IT'S TOO BIG,DUN BUY IT" and i walked off. the aunty was damn pissed when we din buy anything. CRAP LAH, might as well go market and sell ur clothes to ur own kind.
i bet she cursed us after we left.
why cant they just be honest?
i hate the plastic bags the shop at far east uses.

had our dinner at mac.
went to taka to look for e off shoulder shihui wanted.
couldnt find any one she liked.
went to heerens after tat to get my shoes.
converse was like so packed,RARE.
continued to shopped at heerens.
saw this bag i really liked at "mu" i tink.
was still deciding whether to buy at 9 plus,they were ALRDY getting ready to close the shop.
they even tried to chase the customers away by switching off the music.
and there were still quite a no of ppl in e shop.
wad type of business mind is this.
they went "we're closing alrdy"
stupid lor.
as i was paying for my bag,e lady serving me can even chit chat with her friend.
okay. GIORDANO's serivce is much better than this.
most shop shld improve their serive. i mean wad's the point of having beautiful clothes and horrible service? i mean when a customer like ur service they'll definately try more and of cos buy more. why cant they just understand this simple logic?

walked to city hall with shihui after tat.
the esitmated 20 mins became abt 40 mins. TWICE =X
best friend din complain. tat's y i love my bestie! =)
e walk was great, talked abt e gd old days.

wad actually is true friendship? someone u noe for like 10 yrs?
hw long the friendship doesnt matter. as long as u can find someone u can really trust and call really talk to. have i had any true friendships? HAD? hmm.i believe im having true friendships now. like with shihui, she was there during my worst days,when i was hurt by e previous friendship. i relied so much on her, would just look for her after school,go to a corner and she'll let me cry all i want den listen to wadever i wanted to say. she watch me cry,made me smile.
with k4, i never knew we could ever be so close. it started with a qn "WHO U LIKE" and our friendship begin. these grp of girls nvr fail to brighten up my days with their lame jokes and their laughter. gg out with them can really kill,laughting like crazy. opening up is as easy as drinking water. nt sure hw this bond became so strong. i'll try my best to make it last. NO! WE'LL MAKE IT LAST
with may and wl, till nw i nt really sure whether we're just gd friends or close friends. it's hard for us to just sit down and talk. i guess is the diff personality. i like sitting down n having talks while may likes doing things[eg movies,kboxing,cycling,bowling,pooling]. but our friendship is unique in this way i guess, i had so many 1st experience with may,wl and shihui.
chit chatting and having heart to heart talks is so much diff.
u can just crap and full around with ur friends so easily but opening up is so much harder.
okay,i dunno y am i so emo these days.

went to city link to look for angeline after tat.
my shop changed so much!
met fitza and azhar after tat.
caught take the lead. NICE! love it.
had supper after tat..
i love hw fitza and noreen pamper me. hehe.
i HATE third parties.

spent ard $200+
bought a pair of shorts,skirt,tee shirt,belt,necklance,shoe and a BAG.
yay! =)
half my last month's[worked for 12 days.lol] pay is gone yet im a happy girl.

pampered and blessed with friends and a cuz[ i just found]i totally adore! and of cos i love my family too!

2006-04-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

sch has been alright.
rather boring. HAHA.

realised my sub this sem is like taking diff english classes.
unlike shihui and weiling's course.
they've gt am/em/physics.
wow.
if im still doing physics,i'll faint.
im so nt a PHY FAN.
they are sort of taking the same subs i took in sec sch and im actually taking POA or rather accounting now.
haha.
accounting is okay now.
haven been really paying attention during lectures.
most of time i would be copying notes and the lecturer will keep going on..and on..and on..
i tink only 1/2 of wad lecturer said went in.
hehe.
like today's principle of management lect,spent the time copying notes,drifting away and talking.

CRAP!
i used e term "copying" notes cos u have to sort of fill in e blanks of ur notes.
haven got out of e holiday mood!
SHIT!

i guess most ppl have this mind set tat poly is all abt fun,THINK AGAIN!
it's much harder.
and u're actually studying subjects u nvr heard of.
like CSA-computer systems and application..like HUH?
communication skills-english
mircoecons-another english subject
principle of management-another english subject
accounting-poa FAINT.

lunch with sh ytd was great! =)
i guess i missed just walking around,crapping with my closest friend so much.
met shihui yiping and rina after my lect at bedok long john.
yp and rina are having their mid yr nw.
all the best girls.
then they'll be having their holidays while WE have our sem test.
crap.

met wl and sh today.
went to tm,did some catching up.
it's been like donkey years since we last met up.
just love slacking,chit chatting,spending my afternoon with them.

it's easy to say "friend forever" and way difficult to make the friendship last.
when one dun take in contact,the other wont even bother.
when we go our separate ways, losing contact would be as easy as clapping hands.
weird..

wl,sh are in tp BUT we are in diff schools.
hw weird? i mean we are in the same poly but diff schools.
so near but yet we hardly meet.
rina and yp are taking o's this yr. wonder hw we'll be like in 6 months.
shuhui's in a private school,hardly tok to her now.
may's in tpjc,rarely msg her,rarely see her online. she's busy with sch,her friends.
knot5 is NOT5 now.
i cant believe im gg to say this but..
i wish we're still in BG =X

gg shopping with shihui tmr! wee!
=)

2006-04-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

SAT 22/4
met yp and rina at bugis
headed to sim lim to fetch sh.
dinner at seoul garden was okay,company was great! =)
we were the last to leave too.haha
just love spending the night away just crapping and doing stupid things with these girls.
yp and rina said tat poly's gg to start so we got to have dinner =)
did so many silly things,laughed like crazy.

first lect's tmr.wonder how is it gg to be like...

2006-04-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

1st day of orientation was damn scary i tell u.
went to sch with yawen cos she's in the same sch as me.
but we got separated.
q-ed alone while doing the admin stuffs.then i walked in the huge TCC alone.can u imagine hw i felt? like crap lor.
sat alone until these grp of friends asked me to sit beside them.
they talked,i kept quiet.then another girl sat beside me.
we talked for awhile den kept quiet again.
they told us our class,realised none of these ppl were in my class.
i was like CRAP! had to make friends again
there's like 21 class of my course.
went to my class.made two new friends,li ling and clarrisa.
sat with them during lunch,had to do self intro and rmb those names before u.
but after a while,every1 seem to forget all the names again and kept gg "u in my class ar?"
2nd day was better,though i still din really tok to my classmates.
weird hw i din even felt like making new friends. and tat's so UNLIKE me.
kept quiet while most of them were talking.must be my moodswings.

there's countless times tat i wished my bestfriend was with me during the orientation.walking into a huge hall alone,finding your class alone.watching ppl chit chatting with their sec sch friends..i wish shihui was in my class or even in my school.i rather be in a course with alot of bgs than a course w/o ANY bgs when e course is the biggest course in business sch.i hate this feeling.

pity the SLs,they tried their best to get the freshies to cheer along.
but most of the freshies kept quiet..
i was one of those quiet ones..
but after warming up,everything got better.

knock! knock! knock!
bang! bang! bang!
boom! boom! boom!
ding dong! ding dong! ding dong!
business is knocking at your door!
business will win the war x 3
one more time!
business will win the war x 3 [stamp ur feets]
one LAST time!
business will win the war x 3 [jump!]
wooo~
i feel like being one SL.hehe.
sometimes i wish sh/may/tingting were there with me,they more sporting. definately will cheer along with me. haiz~

"Diploma with merit(DWM) is awarded to the top students of a diploma.To be eligible for it,a student must haven completed his course within 6 semesters and did nt fail any subject in the main exam/assessments"
MY GOAL: TO GRADUATE WITH MERIT
as if it's so easy. it might be impossble
haha!
NO! i got to believe in myself.
With expectations,there'll be motivation.
i'll be motivated to graduate with merit!
there's oso CU points in poly,where u need to accumlate points.
these points will have u eventually when u enrol into a uni.
to get CU points,u got to join cca/activities and show leadership skills
i oso got to accumulate more CU points so tat it's easier get into U.

SO NOW! i'll be more enthu and outgoing in my class and in SL actives[tat is IF i join]
or any other cca.
i hope i can go to the oversea interns.

another thing.
my timetable rocks man! the latest i finish is 5pm.
and on friday i only have lesson from 9-11 then HOME!
for the 1st week,we only have to attend lects.
which means i have no lessons on friday! WOO! =)

i hope everything will be better next week.

nt gg to change my skin yet.haven found one,too lazy to find one too.haha.
so im leaving it this way.

2006-04-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

BYE BYE GIORDANO CITYLINK! =)
bye shortages!
bye crappy working hours!
bye bye irritating customers!
hehe =)

yup,been working at CL's giordano for these past 4 months.
the experience there was great.
i met gd and responsible/bad and sucky ics there.
i saw the real world.
i met my cousin and gd friends there.
to think abt it,i actually did enjoyed working..
love our suppers..our chit chat session.
thou often i wished i chose a slacker job.
working at gio isnt tat easy,there's so many stupid rules to follow.
my last few weeks were tough,CL was left with 4 staffs instead of 6.
so we had to work full shift most of the time.
but it was when we became more united.
hw john mei xuan and i would try to slp during our breaks.sounds ridiculous? we really did tat! hehe
love my grp of friends[fitza,noreen,lyn,azhar and angeline]
=)

life been great !
been gg out for the whole week.

went shopping with shihui on mon.been ages since we last went out. i often wonder wad'll happen when poly starts.once again both of us are in diff courses and worst of all diff schs. she's in engineering and im in business. we are gg to make new friends,go out less then talk less and we might even start to have less common topics.AHHH! tat's so scary man. trust is the key. so i'll trust and believe this friendship will last =) tat is if she dont get sick of me in the future. hehe.

played badm on tue with the usual few,after tat yp kc keith ch sh and i went to inter to grab a bite,sh left. the rest of us decided to slack at the coffee shop. and guess wad? the coffee shop uncle told us we couldnt sit there w/o buying any thing when keith and kc alrdy bought drinks. crap sia. really miss those badm days.

went shopping with yawen on wed.bought a pair of slippers,shorts,jeans,nt forgetting a shirt for sarah. hehe. we walked like 12243 miles. from far east to LP to heerens to og orchard then mrt-ed to cityhall bought my jeans then back to ep. anw, yawen is my training friend from gio. we arent tat close actually but i guess shopping made us closer? haha! nola,tallking abt work,complaining made us closer. when will the rest be free!! haha

woke up at like 2pm today.my throat felt itchy! crap. anw,went to suntec to have dinner with fitza. my mum got pretty pissed cos i din inform her tat i was gg out. okay. my parents became sort of alittle more strict after my oh-so-often-supper trips.my dad got so irritated with me gg for supper so often he'll call me every night at 11pm[tat's when my shop close] to make sure i'll go home straight afer work.haha.i tink sometimes my parents are alittle too over protective. i mean when i told my dad "nothing will happen to me lah" he went "hw u noe wad'll happen in the future?" arggh..he thinks taking cab at late night is very dangerous. most importantly,im a GIRL and im just SIXTEEN. argghh!! i hate it when he use tat excuse. actually i did made my parents worry. 2 weeks ago,i had supper on tue then on fri then on sunday.3 suppers in a week. but im having supper with fitza[my distant cuz],so they shld fang xin right? and guess wad? yawen wanted to reg for the tp student union camp too! argghh. i wanted to go at first but shihui and weiling din wan to so i din register.i wish yw told me earlier!

meeting shihui,yiping,rina,keith,changhong tmr...
YAYS! cant wait.

i need a new skin. i wished i registered for the camp =( BOO!

2006-03-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

damn tired.
have been working like shit recently.
john[ic] changed our roster.
so nw it's 2 full shifts then one rd
instead of 5 and a half days of work.
imagine gg to work at like 9.30 and work ends at like 10.45-11?
so u only get to slp for less than 7 hrs and u got to stand for like 10 hrs?
argghh..

i was suppose to quit on the 2nd.
john asked me to extend till the 15th.
ending up extending till the 8th.
15 more days!

cant wait for poly to start.
have no idea hu's in the same course as me.
so gonna be so lonely.
seriously hope sh can get into the same course.
hehe!
anw,got my zen neeon! hehe.

ngee ann poly's student got to get a laptop.
hw abt tp's students?

2006-03-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

gonna blog nw. FINALLY!
i went to watch dorm last night.
my friend wanted to play some games to pass time.
after we played ice hockey,i realised my bag was at my right side instead of my left.
some stupid ass took my wallet.
there's like 50+ in it,cards,IDs and the movie ticket. damn it
luckily my ic wasnt inside.
but i lost my EZ LINK CARD!!
which means NO MORE STUDENT MEAL!! AHHH!!! haha.
manager allowed us watch the movie w/o the ticket. weird.
but my bro and sis got really pissed tat i din go back straight away,so they came and fetch me.
reached home like abt 4.
i bet my dad's so gonna kill me when he gets to noe abt this.
LOST MY WALLET + GG HOME AT 4 am = killing shireen liza thang =(

last wk, i was suppose to enter $51 on the credit card machine.
but i end up entering $0.51.
so i got to bear $50.49. CRAP!
i wasted like 100 on NOTHING!
damn pissed.
but wad my mum told me made me feel even more guilty.
when i had the shortage,she said "nvm lah,next time be more careful,wait i give u the money"
when i lost my wallet she said "nvm lah,wad to do. juz go block ur cards."
she even gave me her ez link and $50 each time.
im like a super spoilt kid.
but im givin her the money back when i get my pay.
im like so careless. sometimes i myself cant take my careless-ness.

quiting soon. i seriously cant wait to the 2nd of april!
i tink my parents are really gg to kill me soon.
they nvr liked the idea of me gg to work.
and doesnt like it when i cum home late.
but ever since i started working,i've gg for supper like crazy.
haha. it's weird hw it feels like im a grown up when i go home late.
but when u see ur parents staying up late,juz to wait for u to come home safe.
the feeling is like so xin suan.. =(
i mean i juz wanna grow up soon.
but the responsibilities are like too much to handle tat i juz feel hiding behind my parents.
so in conclusion.. i'll try to be a gd girl! =)

as i was looking at the grad pics.
i suddenly miss my seating area so much.
where may was beside,cheng yee and mel infront plus fav n jh behind.
i miss talking to them. i miss my PLACE.
it's so weird.
a yr ago fav once asked me "will u miss this class?"
my ans was a solid NO.
look wad happen now.
to come to tink abt it, i miss gg to sch,studying for test,paying "attention" in class.
i miss miss tan's "NOW CLASS..."
mrs tan's lame-ness.
mr lee c s's cocky yet funny jokes.
even mr lee bw's nags!
i rmb may and i used to assemble slighty late during the morning assembly and mr lee would always highlight tat in class.
i see no point of him highlighting tat in class lah,it's like such waste of time..
i miss gg recess with the girls..
i miss gg out for lunch with yp and rina and the badm ppl!
in a way, after graduation sh and i sort of drifted away frm badm ppl.
but thank god,they'll always pull us into their conversation.
tat's wad i like abt them.

last thurs i went out with rina yp and sh.
we went to united square cos yp said tat's where ppl are united. LAME! haha.
went there juz to eat pizza hut! haha.
we did walked ard,went into toy's r us.
they suddenly became 3 yr old kids and started playing with all the toys.
had to wait like 15 mins for them to get sick of tat toy and find sth else to play.
haha!
we suddenly decided to cut our hair.
so salon hunt began!
end up gg to a bedok one.rt
was nt bad..
din manage to take the pics of the end product.
cos they were too shy..
i hope our friendship will last.. till we are old and our hair turn white. i'll even acc u girls to toy's r us! haha =)

there's a new staffs frm rp.
in a way,he really reminds me of my big bro.
when i lost my wallet, i only dared to tell my bro
i guess i knew tat he wont scold me..
but my bro had the same reaction my sis and m y mum,he went "COME HOME NOW"
there are times when i cant stand him, at times i feel so protected cos i have a big bro and sis.
overall,he's a great bro! =) [i might change my mind and say he suck maybe in a few week time but tat's wad u call sibling love? hehe]
and of cos,i love my older sis even more!
she can be as strict like my father and as caring as my mum. i love hugging my sis and mum. haha. no idea why!

2006-02-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

there are times when i really hate working. it's damn boring lah. every morning i'll wake up,get ready for work den go to work. after work,i'll go home,bathe,eat and slp. boring eh?

anw,
ytd noreen called her bf,told him tat she wanted to eat pizza for lunch. he actually said no but when we were having our break.A pizza hut boy came! awww... so sweeet...

okay lah! i have nothing to update!

PAY DAY IS COMING SOON! YAY!

2006-02-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

i feel so sick of working.haha.why? i do like serving,most of my colleagues..but there's hardly a crowd. come on lah.it's citylink. ppl hardly even notice our shop when they walk pass,most of them would be rushing to work or would rather shop at suntec. so when there's very littl ppl.the more u'll get scolded by ur in charge.and ppl always tink tat citylink staffs very slack.wth! we arent okay! got to still do alot of things,like hse keeping etc..
i hate billy! he's very sick lor.last fri i scolded him for being disgusting.i mean he's like a se liang.he kept disturbing nana[hu's wearing mini skirt tat day] and givin her those looks,he even wanted to look under her skirt.wth. i hate him lah. i noe he's angry tat i scolded him.but so wad? he did sth more disgusting on thurs.when nana went in to fitting room to change.he was in the store den he actually ran to the fitting room once she closed it and peeped.wth!! nana screamed of cos and he stopped. we could have juz report the case to the police and he's dead. i hate him lah.he's very irritating lah.he noes tat im very close to noreen[3rd in charge] and nana[1st in charge] so he's very bias against me.he always use tat tone to tok to me,even they realised. he likes to bao to me oso.like there was once when i forgot to fill the cashier file,he went to tell nana and he said "THIS SHIREEN ALWAYS NVR FILL THE FILE" wth..thank god,nana helped me and said "LOOK AT FILE BEFORE U TOK" haha.den he kept quiet. he sux lah.i hate him.i mean he dun fit to be the 2nd in charge,he push the blame to others and even backstab ppl.i suspect he's nt a man la. maybe he has no _______ hehe.
all of the sudden i juz feel like quitting.but i dun wanna leave my friends at work.noreen and nana are like my best work friends.i love listening to their stories.i love hw they make working hours fun!
i realise i miss my friends oso.i miss spending most of my time with shihui after sch and b4 sch.i miss looking for rina early in the morning b4 sch starts and tokin to her on the phone on her 1 hour journey back hm frm sch. i miss hw shuhui,weiling may and i used to sit at our usual place during recess and hw we used to sneak up. i miss lookin for yp and rina during recess and of cos our lunch after sch. i miss all the badm training and our snacks after training at the mama near the bus stop. i miss gg to kbox after sch with may weiling and shihui. i miss bitching abt ppl during recess with wl sh n may.i miss sitting 45 degrees in class[cos i would always turn and tok to may in class,get caught quite often too.haha] i rmb hw may love to tease me abt my bag[cos i hate putting it on the floor] i miss hw fav may siti and i used to tok inbetween lessons[and maybe with jh oso] i miss all tat. i actually miss studyin.haha! i actually forgot most of wad i had studied last yr.haha. returned everything back to the teachers alrdy. i do agree tat sec sch friends would be ur life time friends. to may and wl, i hope one day we can juz sit down and tok for the whole day.i noe tat's sth we hardly do.haha. we'll be doing sth,kbox lah,bowling lah,cycling lah.try sth new lah! sit and tok! simple but yet priceless. to yp,rina and shihui, eh no matter wad we muz always update each other of anything tat happened to us. and of cos we got to rmb wad we tell each other lah! haha =) i'll hold on to these friendship as tight as i can! these are things tat i'll nvr scarifice for anything. i love u girls as my close friends,my buddies..

2006-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

i seriously dun have the mood to go to work tmr.
ARGHH!!!
gonna play badm wit rina,yp,sh,ch and keith before work.
meeting them at 7..
and my work starts at 10.30..
faints..

got to go slp soon..

cny was okay,but i prefer hari raya more.
haha.
dun ask me why.

working life is so diff frm sch..
i cant pon whenever i feel like..
i cant throw my temper whenever i feel like it..
all i can do is to work,serve,smile and listen to the ic.
god!
crazy man.
it feels great serving polite customers..
but it sux to serve rude and stupid ppl.
i hate getting scolding when im nt in the wrong.
one example..
1st,i was the cashiering tat morning..
they juz changed the display which means we got to iron the displays..
so i went to iron the shirts..at the same time serve and settle the payments.
when noreen came,i went over and tok for nt even 5 sec.
and guess wad billy[2nd ic] said?
he went "CAN U FINISH UR IRONING?"
i was like practically scolding him like crazy in my mind.
bloody idiot.
he himself would juz change the display,den put 3 shirts instead of 6..and get us to clean his shit.
wth..
i seriously dun like him
he's those 2 head snakes..
i hate working with him and i guess he noes it..
i have totally no respect for him.
i heard he likes to walk pass u,so dat his butt touches urs..*vomit*
YUCK!!

i tink i might quit soon!
i head we're getting our results on the 6th.
AHHH!!!

2006-01-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since a last blogged.lol.
as i mentioned,badm chalet was great.they made a farewell video for the seniorsand it sort of made me realise..hw much i actually love the team and i dun wanna go..i love all our gatherings and our lunch after every badm training during the holidays.they showed me the meaning of team spirit and most importantly the meaning of true friendship.the friendship k4 share is so priceless,so unbelievable.they are the ones tat i can totally open up to and of cos they are the ones hu can tahan my nonsenses.i do agree we had some ups and downs.but as the years goes by,we changed. we are more matured and of cos more understanding of each other's moodswings.that's wad i love abt them. and of cos the friendship with the other team mates.the guys really became more gentleman as compared to the boys i knew 2 years back. from making us slp on the floor to giving us the bed and now even the room. =) they would even acc us to the beach at 2am.haha! and as for the other girls, sometimes i wish they'll be more noisy more talkative and join in our conversations. there are times i feel bad for leaving them out. but it takes 2 to clap rite? one thing i dun understand,they would rather slp on the floor/staircase den on the bed?? weird... lastly, for coach. it's great tat he was the one who started the chalet stuffs. and he's always been there for the team.. much better than china coach. I LOVE MY TEAM! =) im so gonna miss u guys. and the video u all made meant alot to me. thanks for everything!

i juz learnt cashiering and alterations. i seriosuly tink tat it's too fast. come on! i've been working like for only 3 weeks.. no matter hw hard i try telling them tat i dun wanna do cashiering..their ans would always be "it's gd for u. " i hate it when they assume tat i can do it. I CANT! it's damn stress okay. u got to do things fast, promote the stuffs, have product knowledge and rmb all the codes. crazy man. i dun like it when they always give me time limits.. i noe it's suppose to train me but den to open 5 box in 30 mins and u still got to tally them. CRAZY! and it's my 1st time come on.i end up taking 50 mins. my in charge and senior told me tat they had more confidence in me as compared to the other two new comer and they had expectations.. BUT!! i juz hope as time goes by i will stop making all those stupid mistakes..i dun wan them to tink tat im stupid or wad rite..lol! sometimes i feel tat the other 2 new comer feel tat im getting special treatment juz becos my cuz is the 2nd in charge of suntec. FYI all of us was even a chance to perfom! and they gave me this chance..and i really wan to perform and show them i can do it. and for tat particular person! stop cuming to the cashier when im the cashier can!! everytime u help me,there's bound to have a shortage.nt tat im blaming u but i really tink u shld shout payment and nt do the payment. like ytd i had shortage of 19,u n i had to pay for tat. i noe u were damn pissed. but the lesson learnt frm this is to be more careful and NT DO the payment when u arent the cashier! arggh..i feel so stress while during cashiering. and i hate it when someone comes in and make me more confused...

2006-01-03T12:26:00.000+08:00

im crazy i tell u.
i suppose to go get ready for work nw and im here changing my blogskin.
i forgot to save my new skin and now it's gone..
WTH!!!

work ended at 2am ytd.
crazy rite.

okay lah.
im gg to go bathe now or i'll be late for work.

oh ya...

I LOVE FULL HOUSE! =)
great show! handsome male lead! hahaha

2006-01-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

badm chalet was fun!!
shall update real soon..
on my off day.

cya......

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

2005-12-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF WORK ROCKS!
when i 1st step in the shop,everything was kinda scary.
but after veron[in charged] introduced my big sister in giordano,things became better.
every newbie has a big sis/bro to take care of them in giordano.good rite?
info of my big sis.
Fitza,26
chinese-muslim =) YAYS!
gg to get married next yr.
she really took care of me,told me what to do and gave me so much encouragement.
but the sad thing is she's leaving soon.
transfer to suntec to get promoted.
crys!

my other colleague are superb.
Noreen-another chi muslim.haha.
super nice,fitza's bestfren.and she's super funny.
meixuan-same age as me. oso very nice,sweet and she brought chocs!

haven meet the rest yet.

learnt hw to do the hse keeping ytd.
quite fun!
cos the rest kept joking around.
time flew very quickly.
supposed to close at 10 but end up closing at 10.40.
but finished everything at 11.30.
got my bro to fetch me from the mrt.
haha.

all of u shld try to get a job which u reali like.
cos I LOVE MINE!
hehe.

2005-12-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

Gio's training for new staffs is great!
the trainer,clare's very nice and funny.
made 10 friends ytd.
sara,charlene,aishah,huixian,yawen and angie.
fuzzie,gilbert and jorddan.
1st day.
we were divied to three groups.
went thru many things..
got to noe more abt gio.
had grp work and our grp is called the enthu grp.
hehe!
there's the serious and cool grp too.
anw,sara n i sort of became gd friends.
she's damn nice and friendly =)
even the training thot we were sec friend
when the truth is tat we juz met in the morning.
fun lah!
2nd day was okay.
more on to role playing and got to noe more abt gio's clothings.

tmr we'll be gg to wisma and ps' gio.
the sad thing is tat we are divided into two grps.
and sara is gg to wisma while im gg to ps.

we are given...
2 pairs of jeans and 3 shirts! yays!

2005-12-16T13:23:00.000+08:00

WHY DO I DO THE THINGS I DO!
i dun understand hw SHIREEN LIZA THANG is!
sometimes i make stupid decisions,
sometimes i do the stupid-est things,
sometimes i embarrass myself so much,
sometimes i say the wrong thing and make the ppl around me angry.

i agree with shihui tat HOME IS THE SAFEST PLACE
tat's where i'll always be protected.
yeah,i know i rely on my family and friends alot.
i need them to help me decide.
i hate being so indecisive!

TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

2005-12-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

kalm's called,
Anderson's called,
now mini toons and giordano called.

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW??

i really dunno which to take.
kalm's and anderson's is of cos out!
cos it's only 4 per hour.
and the working hours is same as mini toons and gio.
mini toons pays 6 per hour.
like WOW!
but the problem is they only need me until 26.
so juz for 2 weeks.
whereas gio is 5 per hour i tink.
but it's until i get my o's.
many told me gio's more tiring+ stress.
sm said mini toons is more slack.
but.........
i really dunno wad to do!!

HELP ME DECIDE!

2005-12-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

been gg out everyday for these past month.
and my wallet's getting lighter! haha.
i got to get a job!
thou my dad insist tat i shldnt get one cos he'll still give me my allowance,
i got to work i need to shop too u noe.

so went on job hunting last week.
nt exactly everyday.
went job hunting with shumei on mon.
filled up many application forms.
hushhush and this Picard called back,
but we rejected their offer.
really regret rejecting the Picard job offer,
it's 5 per hr,juz standing there and promoting their goods.
wth.
i tink there's oso commission and 1 handbag is like over hundred?
juz imaging selling one bag a day and u'll get 1000+ a month.
argghhh.
nvm..
so continued looking with shihui.
went for afew interviews.
cos everytime we go out to look for jobs,we'll end up slacking somewhere.

went back to sch for badm training.
to spar[play against them] with them.
felt kinda felt out at first,slowly got used to the feeling of training.
haha.
anw,i tink badm's still fun! =)
oh ya,went to see kenneth,jikai,keith and changhong's match earlier.
they played against those sport sch ppl?
it's so unfair.
at least they din give up even b4 the game start rit?

shihui slept over on friday.
cooked,watched chicken little.
clean up and went back to my room.
it's was around 5 tat time.
i was alrdy dead but sh was still very energetic.
she fell aslp while watching chicken little.
haha.
we talked,crapped.
den fell aslp at 7.
woke up at 12.
5 hours of slp only! =(
went to parkway with my sisters and sh.
we suddenly wanted to cut our hair.
but we couldnt decide which place to cut at.
had to go back early so left parkway w.o cutting our hair.
wad a day! =)

monday:
went for the kalm's interview with shihui at 9.30 at kallang bahru.
so we had to meet at 8.40
went back to bedok,had mac's pancakes.
had our hair cutted.
den went to badm training.
training was okay.
sh n i din have to do bu fa?[foot work?]
haha
went to eat with the normal few.
the guys den asked us whether we wanted to go n play badm at tamp central cc.
they even said tat coach'll pay for our cab fee.
but when we reach there,coach denyed.
tat's so coach lah
helped coach train his student.
they are like 8-10 years old and their strenght like so strong?!
lobbing with them is like lobbing with sum1 our age?
haha.
as i mentioned they are still kids,so they kept complaining like nobody business.
and coach was like "shut up!" hw rude >.<" nola,he's juz being straight forward in other way~
but the one i trained was so guai and quiet.
hehe.
so yeah.we played badm for like the whole day?

went for an interview with sh today again.
drank mac's milkshake.
love it! =)

i cooked porridge for my dad today.
when i reached home,he went "ur porridge is very nice,i ate two bowls"
=)
the feeling is so good!
cooking chicken porridge aint tat easy okay!
1st make chicken soup.
boil the chicken bone,den wash the rice.
remove the chicken bone and pour the rice.
den cut the chicken into small cubes.
den boil the porridge.
the rice will be like those normal rice nt porridge sticky type.
so u got to wait,boil it den stir it.
haha.
i love cookin for my family!
but my cooking skills isnt tat gd.
;p
im nt tat spoilt afterall!

anderson's ice cream and kalm's called me!
yay!
happy shalalala! it's so nice to be happy! shalalala! =)
i love my holiday!

2005-12-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

PROM WAS A GREAT =)
had so much fun.
hehe.
dinner was crap but photo taking+ dancing was great!
cant believe tat i reali went up to dance.
shuhui pulled me up at 1st,damn awkward to stand there and do nothing while the ppl around u are dancing.
she started dancing 1st den i joined along.
fun!
spent most of the time taking pics,walking from one end to another.
cos im at table 1 and my friends are like 10+ away?
bgss 2005 prom night was a night to rmb for all of those who attended! so gonna miss my friends+classmates.

thursday:
acc shuhui to suntec.
it's her 1st day of work.
she's damn lucky! she's working at topshop.
i wan to work too!
haiz.
shld have went to look for job with her.

friday:
went out with rina,yp and sh.
shopped at bugis den went back to east point to fetch my younger sis.
we[plus sarah] went for the sushi buffet at sakae.
YUMMY!
decided to go to tm after tat.
played bummer cars,like 5 yr old kids sia.
bum-laugh-bum again-laugh again
sarah went on this ride called space sth.

sat:
met the girls again.
went to east coast for dinner.
ate at this restaurant called "no signboard restaurant"
cool eh?
the food was great.
sambal kangkong was alright,nt dat spicy.
fried baby squid was great! crispy!
oh ya.had deer meat.
yea.DEER MEAT [it turned out nt bad]
den our main dish came out.
WHITE PEPPER CRAB AND CHILI CRAB!
bill came,$125.
paid den went to the beach.
enjoyed the sea breeze and of cos their company.